MInah's POV   After a few days of my conversation with Jiseok, I wished everything was just a dream and that I would wake up and everything's okay.   ---   Jiseok and I went home earlier than usual from work and decided to get coffee and dinner before going home.   I ordered a matcha latte with caramel while Jiseok ordered a big cup of iced mocha. We were talking for a while about random stuff. From our work load to make-ups to our favorite kpop artists to weird dreams and goals. It was actually always fun when you hang around with Jiseok. She's a very bubbly girl who's very outgoing and positive in life.   We were about to go home and stood up from our table when someone entered the cafe. I didn't pay much attention as I was making sure I did not leave anything behind, that was until Jiseok muttered a quiet "Oh ".   I looked up from my bag after checking my things, to where Jiseok was looking and there, I saw something I have been denying from myself a few times.   Namjoon was walking inside the cafe, unaware of my presence, and had his arm aroud an unknown girl's waist. She was smiling from ear to ear as Namjoon whispered to her like it was the funniest thing in the ing world.   "Minah, I--" Jiseok started to get my attention but I cut her off "Is this where you always see him? Is this the girl you're talking about?" I asked, my eyes and throat burning. Jiseok stayed quiet, but nodded.   I stood there like a stupid person, not sure of what I'm supposed to do and praying that this isnt real. However, that thought was shattered when Namjoon lifted his head and caught me staring.    He blinked as few times as if confirming if what he's seeing was real too, and when he realized it was, he took his arm off the girl and stared shockingly right back at me.    Everything felt like a ing drama where you can't see and feel anything around you.    Seeing pictures and hearing rumors was pretty basic and it was easy to forget and consider Namjoon's side. But seeing it personally with my own eyes hurt so much. It hurt so much that I felt like my whole life is a lie. It's a ing lie.   Jiseok held my hand and lead me out of the cafe, but my other was soon in the hands of another as Namjoon grabbed it and stopped me from walking away.   "Hey babe, Minah! Listen, it's not what you think it is" Namjoon said and looked into my eyes. How could he even do that.   I wanted to believe him so so bad, but all the words of my friends kept repeating in my head. All those moments that they've warned me during college were all coming back to me and I felt like a stupid human being.   "Babe listen. I--" "Stop it Namjoon! I've been seeing you here for almost 2 months!" Jiseok said and grabbed me so I was behind her.   "I may know you but we're not ing close Jiseok. Let go of her and mind your