~ Kim So Eun ~

This is a dream isn't it? I am dreaming.......why else would Jaejoong be holding my hand as we headed toward a store across from the salon  we were just in. I can't be too hopeful...... dreams don't come true. Maybe in fairytales and such but not in my life. The life of Kim So Eun. I had given up dreams and hopes once papa and So Hye had left mama and I. I must be dreaming and I better wake up. I raised my hand that is not occupied by the imaginary Jaejoong and brought it near my face.

*WHACK*

Ow..... it hurts! I am not dreaming? I looked at my other and Jaejoong was still holding onto it. I looked up at his face and he had a look of shock on his face.

" What are you doing? Why did you all of the sudden hit yourself?" he asked in confusion.

" Oh... umm.....there was a fly near my face and I wanted to kill it?" I couldn't tell him that I thought I was in a dream so in order to wake myself up, I slapped myself.

" A fly? Really?" He asked and around me to see if there was any fly. He shrugged it off when he couldn't trace any flying object around my face. He opened the door to a small boutique and dragged me in.

The boutique was small but was filled with different types of clothing. Why do I need new clothes? We had uniforms at our school so I hardly ever wear my own clothing.

" Jaejoong..... I don't" I started to speak my thoughts when he cut me off.

" I already know what you are about to say and I know we always wear our uniforms to school but it can't be too bad to get some clothing for days when we are not at school. Please trust me, So Eun," Jaejoong begged with pleading eyes and I sighed knowing that I could never win an argument against Jaejoong.

" Fine but nothing too over the top please," I looked to the right to find some very short mini dresses.

" Don't worry, I am not to the extreme yet," he said before the sales girl came over to where we were standing.

" Mr. Kim, how are you?" she greeted with a smile. He must come in often but they are girl clothing. He must have taken so many girls here before and that disappointed me.

" Sofie, I am doing great. I am here today to get some clothing for this miss right here," he said and placed his hands on my shoulder. I couldn't help but blush from the contact.

" Of course, what style were you hoping for," she said as she looked at my body. I felt embarrassed. 

" Well, simple pieces and nothing black," Jaejoong explained Sofie.

Sofie went right away through the boutique taking out different pieces of clothing with a variety of color. The palm of my hand were getting wet from just thinking of the idea of trying on the clothing and in front of Jaejoong too.

" Mr. Kim, here are some pieces I had picked out, would you be needing anymore?" Sofie asked.
 

" Not right now, thank you Sofie. I'll be calling you if I need anything else,"  Jaejoong  instructed.

" No problem Mr. Kim," Sofie said and left only Jaejoong and I.

" Shall we start," he looked at me and then glancing at the little changing room. I lightly nodded my head.

He gave me a simple jean of dark wash jeans with a dark blue top that had little pink flowers that patterned it. On top of that he handed my a white cardigan that was long sleeved but was cropped. He then gave me a smile and pushed me into the little room and closed the curtain leaving me with the pile of clothes in front of me. I looked at the clothes that were in my hand then at my reflection. Did I even match these clothes? I carefully slipped out of my dark clothing and pulled the clothing that he picked out for me.

The reflection in the mirror was one that I haven't' seen of myself since So Hye had left me. I stared at the mirror  and I could feel myself tear up. I missed her so much. It's been so long since I had seen her face, I would give so much to see her smiling brightly at me. I would give everything to have her supporting me through the hard times that were passing by but I knew all too well that this would not happen. It's hard to find strength when you have no one by your side. I truthfully am thankful to Jaejoong oppa. He was willing to be my friend even though I was not up to his standards.

" So Eun, are you ready," I could hear Jaejoong oppa through the curtains. I swiftly wiped away the tears that had escaped my eyes.

" Yes, I be out in a minute," I replied taking one last look at myself in the mirror. I closed my eyes as i opened the curtains that separated  Jaejoong oppa and I.

~ Kim Jaejoong~

The curtains of the little changing room opened and I was shock to see a bright So Eun in front of me. She was very pretty but her clothes were hiding the innocent girl that stood in front of me. She had her eyes closed and I couldn't help but chuckle at her adorable actions. She sneakily peeked at me with one eye before she closed it again.

" What do you think? It looks weird doesn't it? I haven't worn these clothes in such a long time. It feels unnatural," she said now with her eyes now looking down at her outfit.

She had worn these types of clothes before, she was always this way. I have to remember to ask her about it later.

" Don't worry it suits you," I said  and her eyes lit up and had to look away or else my stomach would have dropped to the floor.

" Oppa? Are you feeling ok?" she said as she tried to look at face.

" I'm fine," i said still trying to avoid her gaze. My body was still warm from her smile just a minute ago.

She then popped right in front of me with her sparkly eyes studying my face. Before I could stop my actions I pulled her into my embrace. She didn't struggle while just letting me hold her.
 

" Are you ok oppa? Are you not feeling well?" she asked.

" Don't ask questions. Can we stay like this for a bit?" I asked and I felt her lightly nod.

As a few more seconds I released the petite girl that I was warmly holding in my embrace. I was a little embarrassed by my actions so without another word I grabbed another outfit and pushed her into the fitting room. She gave me a confused look but didn't ask anymore questions. After she disappeared behind the curtains I looked down to where my heart was. It was beating in unsteadily and in a abnormal rate. It was then I realized like a light bulb had just flashed in front of my eyes blinding me. As if it was calling for my attention. There is no denying this feeling. I was in love with the girl that I had just impulsively hugged.

I AM IN LOVE WITH KIM SO EUN.

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i haven't updated in such a long time.

i promise to finish the story.

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