Yixing called me today, he asked if I wanted to join him and Sehun at a café… I think Yixing notices a lot of thing now, but not this thing. Sehun looks like he’s taking apart my body with that glare of his. I told him I was tired, but maybe next time. He sighed on the phone, I think he caught onto that, but he didn’t say anything except for me to rest well. Disappointing the only person who has stayed with me for me than a week, what a great idea.

Mom said Dad is coming home on Friday, so that’s in 5 more days. I feel like it’s becoming a pity Minseok party in this house. Mom keeps buying all my favorite foods, and even makes special breakfasts in the morning. Like she was always this loving, but it keeps becoming more and more, and I don’t know. It just hurts to know she’s only doing this because I’ll be going. But I won’t say anything to her, I’ll make her happy since the only thing I keep doing is making her sad.

Minseok