Yixing came up to me today, he apologized for his attitude yesterday. I asked him if he still wanted to be friends with me, and it was okay if he didn’t. He quickly denied, more than once, and apologized several times and told me he wanted to be friends. He explained how he thought he was the one that got me sick because of him coming over, which doesn’t make sense. I told him about me just doing too much for that week and it’s not his fault, about how it was my only time relaxing when he came over.

I’m glad we are still on good terms. Even if I want to deny it, I would have been sad if Yixing would have left me.

I ate lunch kind of peacefully at the table today. Chanyeol was talking about the new video game that he had gotten for his birthday (which I was not told about, but since it was on a Sunday it probably slipped everyone’s mind to tell me) and that it’s multi player and he wants them to come over and play on Friday. I don’t say us, because I was pretty sure that I was not included in this. Once Yixing agreed Sehun quickly agreed after. Kris just shrugged and Jongin nodded his head eagerly, he must like video games. Everyone continued eating, but Yixing kept looking at me. The conversation went something like:

“What about you Minseok, are you able to come over”

Everyone’s heads whipped over to Yixing, and Chanyeol started to fidget. Yixing and his kind heart does not understand this situation.

“Oh… I’m sorry, I have plans this week, maybe another time.”

Cue the awkward smile.

“Yeah, hopefully next time! Chanyeol’s house is huge, and he’s got a big TV you would like it!”

His friends looked relieved I’ll tell you. But let’s talk about other things, me having plans, that’s something new, when have I ever had plans, maybe my Dad coming up, or if my brother has his planned call coming up, which is next week since he is in college and busy.

Hopefully Yixing didn’t notice anything suspicious.

Minseok