ENJOY :)

i woke up at the lights coming from my window..

*its already morning*my eyes hurt from crying

i just stare into the ceiling thinking of what had happened

once everything sink in..

*im selfish,i just only think for myself*

i reflect on myself thinking of those days that i want to forget

should i talk to him?why is he here anyway

we argued before i left,it looks like he forgot it..

*sigh* i should give him a chance..where friends after all..

he didnt know i like him,it wont hurt to accept him again right?

"keeping everything for yourself doesn't solve your problem..and running away to it doesnt either"

kibums word flash to my mind..

it looks like i need to face my fear..

i wont fall again..i'll do this a s a step of moving on..

i'll forgive him and act normal

"you can do it yana"i muttered

i sat up on my bed and look at my wall clock

*huh!its already noon?*

i look at my side to find no one

*maybe he already got home..why do i have to tell him everything anyway..aish!!*i ruffle my hair in frustration

i dont want someone to pity me..

i climb out of my bed and head to the bathroom to wash up..

i look at the mirror *anyway why do you have to be a cry baby*pointing at my reflection in the mirror

*how am i going to face everyone in this house if i look like a waste* i wash my face and dress up in a comfortable short and a tank top

*knack..knack*someone knock the door

i dive at my bed and hurriedly put the blanket above my head pretending to sleep..i dont want them to see me like this

i can hear the footstep coming towards me..

"yana-yah its already quarter to 1pm.."someone shook me lightly

"i know your awake"he said chuckling

i slowly put down the cover to be face to face to kibum oppa

"y-yah!!too close"i move back and fell out of bed with a loud thud..

"aigoo!!!it hurts"i mumbled rubbing my

"be careful next time"he extend his hands to help me up while chuckling

"its already noon,why are you still here?i thought yo-

*knack knack*

both of us look at the door

"ow!sorry to interupt you but the guys are looking for the both of you"unnie said with a sly smile creeping on her face

i hurriedly stood up "kibum oppa kaja"

"uhm"he nod 

before i could step out of my room

i glance again at my reflection

*no more puffy eyes..but i have an eye bags..and its extremely BIG*sigh 

"yah!! you look more lovely with that hahaha"he said laughing

"i hate you" i grab a eyeglass and put it on

"i love you too"and he head downstair..leaving me in daze

*its only a joke right?he doesnt mean it right?its nothing right?*

im going to open my door when suddenly kibum oppa barge in panting from running i guess"yana-ah..d-dont go down..i'll tell them your not here..arraso?"

"waeyo?"i ask confuse

"he's here"he said soflty staring at me..worried clearly shown on his face

i smiled reassuring him thats its fine "dont worry my dear oppa im positively fine..after thinking about it..facing him would be the best thing to recover from the past if i always run away..it will keep hunting me..dont worry i'll forget about it and move on.and be friend with him like in the past..facing him will be more appropriate to move on..even if i still do love him..i'll put it aside..and just be friends..its a good thing right?and-

"but what if you fall deeply inlove again?it'll make things w-

"oppa..i know i still love him..and as far as i know he didnt know it..and i'll make sure he wont ever know it..for him we are still best of friend..i already lost him..and i dont want that to happened again..so as i said a while ago i'll step aside this feeling and just be contented to be friend while moving on..accepting the reality isnt that hard..its just takes time"i smiled at him before heading down stair *i can do this*

KEY'S POV

"im just afraid..afraid that you might hurt again at the same reason"key said looking at your back with worried visible in his face

at the living room jonghyun,taemin,onew,minho,kenny and you are having a movie maratton..

in your left side theres onew beside him was jonghyun on the other side is minho beside him is taemin and kenny

you make sure to seat away from kenny..and he doesnt seem to  mind since theres taemin

then you noticed key still nowhere to be found..

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How was it ^^..

even if ive gone for to long..

thanks to all of the subscriber..for being so patient.. i love you all

i cant think of something to make it up for everyone

i hope this will do :)

                                                                               ONEW

  JONGHYUN

KEY

MINHO

TAEMIN

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i cant think of anything :)