i woke up at the sudden knock on my door

i get the remote on my side table and click open my door

there standing my personal maid

"yana-yah goodmorning  :),someones looking for you downstairs"unnie said while i look at her processing what she had said “what day is today”I ask looking puzzled the school held a 1 week break we don’t even know why “Monday” unnie "someone's waiting for you"

*must be the oppa's*i muttered to myself

"i'll be there in a minute unnie"i said to her then she closed the door

i walk to the bathroom to wash up and walk in my closet to change

after 10 min. im done..i just wear a comfortable clothes

while walking at the stair

i stopped mid sentence when i seek a glance at  the living room

there sitting watching television a very familiar back that i SHOULD forgot by now *why is he here?or am i just seeing things*

he his back now facing me smiling widely

he still had those smile that made my heart flutter *my heart is beating so fast,damn yana control yourself*

he had those smile that make me smile wider

his eyes that always makes the butterflies in my stomach go crazy

"hey!!long time no see"he smile at me standing up

i just swallowed hard and act normal

"ow!hey! yeah! long time no see huh!"i said  smiling widely..i really do miss him..a lot but i need to compose myself

"what brings you here?"i ask sitting beside him but a person away

"i want to see you"he said smiling

"yeah! right..when did you arrived? i dont have any idea your here in korea"

"just yesterday.."he replied leaning on the sofa

"so how did you know my house and what brings you here?"i ask carefully so i wouldnt delivered it in a harsh way

"i ask yuri noona"

*aish!!!unnie wait till i call you later*i just sigh

"before i forgot..please do me a favor.."he told me shyly

i just chuckled..*aish!!yana your falling again darn it*

"aigoo!!!you didnt change much hahaha"i laugh at him

"spill it" i really appreciate his apperance now that his here beside me but it feels wrong..

"can you accompany me around seoul?"he ask me with those puppy eyes

i dont want to spend my whole day with him..even if deep inside i would love his idea but its for myself too

i hate him...i hate him...i need to do something..

i dont want to go near him..everything will just go back to normal..and i dont want it

he's one of the reason why i came here in seoul

i want to forget everything back there and his one of those

before i could answer the front door of my house slam open

i look at  it and saw the 5 boys

*wow! for the first time they'll come in handy* i mumbled to myself

"annyeong! YANAAAA~"taemin oppa rush to my side and tackle me to the ground"

"ufF!"i was shock at the sudden impact

"taemin oppa,i cant breathe"he slowly let me go at help me stand

i look at the boys

jinki oppa and minho oppa are laughing at silly taemin oppa

jonghyun and kibum are just staring at him

"taemin??"

taemin quickly look at  him

"huh!do i kn-...YAH KENNY HYUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUNG~"taemin shout engulfing him in a big bear hug

all of us just look at them

after their little conversation we settle at the living room

its very awkward for me that all i can do is stare at all of them

"whats with the aura huh!"someone whisper to me..i can sense the worried in his voice

i just look at my side to see jinki oppa staring at me “is he still there?”he point at my chest secretly so no one will notice

i just smile painfully at him I cant hide it..im not fond on hiding things..i still want him I know it..

before i could answer

"..by the way hyung what are you doing here?"taemin ask to him

"about that..yana and i will have some trip aroud seoul today"

"who said i'll be going with you?"i blurted out,pointing at him standing up

he just look at me confused and the guys are pretty much stunned at my outburst too"you said yo-"

"i need to go somewhere!!"i stand up ready to go upstair

"bu-"

"taemin oppa will accompany you..right TAEMIN"i look at taemin oppa for him to get my message

he hurriedly nod

i hurriedly walk upstair to my room

and slump on my bed crying..

"iash!!why am i crying?"

why did he have to be here..of all people why him

"aish!!!"i throw my pillow at the floor as more tears slide down to my face

i just cry and cry..

why does it feels like the old times....

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UPDATE :)