KEY'S POV

i look back and she's just staring at me with those puffy red eyes hoping for a good response

i swiftly let go of the door knob and sat beside her

i look at her worried while she just stare back at me

even if i dont know what is happening i feel somewhat hurting inside 

i put my arm on her shoulder and softly put her in my chest hugging her without a second thought

she doesnt push me away nor complain on what i did..

..i really want to hug her and comfort her

after a minute of silence i can feel my shirts soaking and i can hear her sobbing

i just pat her back to calm her down

but she suddenly punch me on the chest saying a muffled words

i hug her tightly as my heart squeezed in pain as i can see her crying badly

"I HATE YOU!!!WHY DO YOU HAVE TO COME BACK WHEN EVERYTHING SEEMS ALRIGHT...WHEN IM ALREDY LIVING A HAPPY LIFE THEN YOU'LL COME BACK AND RUIN EVERYTHING..JUST GO BACK TO WHERE YOU CAME FROM..BE AT YOUR ING GIRLFRIEND AND FORGET WHO I'AM ...BELIEVE HER FOR ALL I CARE...I EN FORGOT ABOUT YOU ALREADY YOU'RE ONE HELL OF A NIGHTMARE THAT I WOULD NEVER EVER FORGIVE..I HATE YOU..I HATE YOU SO MUCH,I HATE YOU FOR NOT CATCHING ME,WHY?I LOVE YOU SO MUCH..WHY?"she suddenly push me and punch me non stop..i stay still sitting beside her letting her say and do everything that she's keeping inside..i know she'll get much more better when she take it all out..but it hurts for me..my heart is squeezing in pain..

when she calm down i hold her wrist wrap it around my waist and hug her tight ..

"shhh!!you let everything out now..calm down,take a deep breathe inhale those memories inside you that aren't worth it then exhale it and let it out..you'll be fine..i'll be here whenever you need me"she calm down and stay still..after a minute

"mianhe!"she murmured something i didnt catch i look at her "what?"

"im sorry"she said looking at me"and thank you"she smile a genuine smile that can melt me

i just kiss her forhead and hug her tight once more

"i dont know what will i do to myself when you didnt came i feel like cutting my self or take a suicide..so i wont see him ever again"she said leaning on my chest for support

"would you mind telling me what really happened that it came to the point where you want to suicide it is that serious"i ask her carefully

"i know i can trust you..for me it is a serious matter but he didnt exactly know about any of it..he's a guy that hate to care openly thats why he do it secretly,he's a great guy but love made him blind..he cares so much that it looks like he like me..back to my middle school days all the teachers and all our classmates admire us and tell us we'll get a adorable little baby..even the teachers said once we are married they'll be the godmother of our child we just play along everytime they told us that.he's always teasing me everytime we had a break time in school...

he was my dance partner we always dance together..actually they always put us together in performances because all of them think we are the best of the best *i look at her smiling face when she's telling the story of them..but it makes my heart shutter into pieces knowing her feelings for him is still the same until now*everything is going smooth..he cared for me as if where together he makes sure i'll eat and doesn't loss weight..

until one day our senior introduced a girl to him,she's 2 years older than him ..after their first meet..he barely talk to me now...then i decided to ignore him..after almost one month of ignoring eachother..i found out at the campus that they're together..the girl is studying under some public highschool..my world crash and i feel hopeless after knowing the news..2months after,our teacher in dance class set a urgent meeting..i pull up my self and act normal to everyone..we are sitting close to one another in the studio he's just teasing me nonestop..and i kind off  getting annoyed because im in the process of moving on..i glared at him but he just continue to tease me..im going to shout at him but our teacher told us she'll give a 30 minutes break for us to ready ourselves in a rehearsal..im going to standup but stop midsentenced when one of our friends ask him

"i thought you dont like her..why be with her?"they ask him so i try to search something on my bag and listen more to there conversation even if I know it’ll hurt me.."i know i dont love her at first because she just force me to be in the relationship,but as day pass i kind of fell inlove with her"after hearing those statement i feel like crying but i hold it back so i just stand up and went to change..5 or 6 months after that encounter..we completely ignore eachother..he'll not say hi nor smile whenever i dont do it first..everyday is like that but when i met her girlfriend things made it worst..

a company on the rehearsals is not allowed or more like visitors are not allowed..but her girlfriend always stay there just to watch him whenever she look at me she'll glared and mutter some words like ,..i was shock at first but..one of my friend told me..his girlfriend is a jealous freak specially at me because were too close in the past..so that explain why she's that towards me everytime he's with her ..she's glaring at me way too much and sometimes she sends a hate messages at me-

reminising the past makes her cry again and again i continiously pat her back comforting her "then why didnt you told him?"i ask her

-im thinking if i do tell him would he believe me?i ask that to myself,but one day i got a message from her again on that message she swore a lot that i cant take it anymore so on the next day..i came to him without a second thought.. i know he'll believe me.i told him everything..and everything happened on the other way around,the past few months that we ignore each other became very very worst it looks like a im total stranger to him.and all of my trusted friend backfire me..they all hate me and say things that arent appropriate because they taught i just want to be with him thats why im making some false rumour that will ruin their relationship..

only few people stand on my side..after a year things get way more to serious that all i can do is lock myself in my room ..i just went out when schooldays and lock myself on weekends..its our graduation day im going in high school next school year so as a gift my mom offer me to have a trip in her hometown here in seoul i didnt have a second thought and kindly accept it..

at that night i think of the past year that made my life miserable..i entered the arts school being a friendly and a very talented girl I’am all of the students and teacher in my  school love me..then a girl came and get everything away from me..everyone hate me even my closes friends but few of them remain on my side ..if i count them they're just 5 that left on my side..everyone that are studying in my school doesnt leave a day without giving me a hate notes sometimes i got hit by tomatoes or eggs i got drench into a cold water  and flour whenever i went to the bathroom..*she suffer a lot..she doest deserve it..they are way too much* thats why when i came here and have a tour around i kind of feel this is the place where i belong these is the place where i can start a new..new start,in a new place new people,new me"

she told the last part smiling gloomily at me..im still hugging her

"sometimes im thankful everything happened"I said she just stared back at me with sad eyes

"dont you want me here?does knowing i suffer a lot back in those days made you thankful?"she ask me hurt evidence in her voice

i hugged her even tighter and replied

"anni!! because if that didn't happened i wouldn't know if i'll met a very precious friend like you"i told her having a slight scratch on my heart mentioning the friend part

"thank you"she respond hugging me back

after a minute i can feel that she already stop crying and her breathe now are even

i just ruffled her hair"i hope you feel much way more better"

"please!!whenever you need someone to tell everything..please let me be that one..dont call  for anyone just me please"

i slowly lay her down..and remove her hand around me i tuck her in and stood up but she grab my hand

"dont leave me"she softly mumbled her eyes still close

i sat down on her bed once again but she pull me in and hug me like a big lifesize teddy bear

i cant refuse at  the fact that i love how she hug me like theres no tomorrow..

i just lay down beside her hugging her back and slowly falls into dreamland

"good night yana!stop making things hard..just let him go..dont be afraid..i'll catch you"

SOMEONES POV

"am i too late?" i peek at her slightly open door

seeing her on the other arms of the man ive known for too long made my heart shutter into pieces

***looking at her face that shine under the moonlight i cant help but to fall deeply at her

and the hardest part is..we arent that close..she hate me..

hearing her whole story..made me want to protect her more..but how?

she doesn't deserved it....i hope we can be that close to each other or even more..

i hope i can hug you to sleep and tell you i will protect you no matter what***

i close her door,head downstair..

am i really too late?

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