Dear DIary

Its been months since me and Jaehyun have started the search mission for both our friends,we're starting to lose hope day by day worrying about their safety especially Taeyong since he's under medical poison, and Wendy who's probably being abused by Taeyong's sudden outbursts.

Should i continue to believe that he's the one for me, and that we're ultimately meant to be?

Maybe i never even loved him...was it all just in my head, but i know that if Wendy and Taeyong were to still have feelings for each other i would have to let him go~

Was being in love always this hard? I know that this is my first relationship and all but for one thing i've learned out of this is that i'll never give away my heart easily next time around.

(Your POV)-

You sat on the couch late into the night as you couldn't fall asleep knowing that in your dreams all that you could think about or would see would be of him

Holding the necklace he had given you all you could do was sigh, as you debated whether you would throw it away or keep it with you in case he returns back in your arms. After much thought you put the necklace back in your bag and had proceeded into laying down back on the couch as you attempted to sleep with a headache and the sound of Jaehyun snoring.

(In your dreams)-

Walking into the old abandoned house you could hear his cry nearby

(You)-Taeyong-ah i'm here where are you?

(Taeyong)-Help me!

Running towards where you had thought the voice was located, but the more you ran the farther away you became as you could see a room that had the lights on and heard Wendy talking to him.

(Wendy)-Please stop, i don't love you anymore, get a hold of yourself!

(Taeyong)-Why did you leave me?

(Wendy)-Im sorry but that's all in the past now shouldn't we decide to move on with our lives, i mean we both have two very special people by our side

(Taeyong then grabs Wendy's arm pulling her into a kiss) And by the sight of that you witnessing that moment you woke up immediately with being filled of sweat and tears

(End of your dream)

As you tried falling asleep again you had felt a hand on top of yours, turning around you found Jaehyun by you with a worried look on his face

(Jaehyun)-What's wrong, you kept screaming in your sleep did you have a nightmare?

(You)-No it's nothing sorry for disturbing you in your sleep (you said as you got up and headed to the bathroom)

(Your thoughts-What's wrong with me i need to stop thinking about him, i promised myself i would but i never knew that this task would be so hard to fulfill) after wiping away the last of your tears you headed out to find Jaehyun right in front of you

(Jaehyun)-I understand how you feel right now, you're regretting the times you spent with him, questioning if every moment you spent with him was even meaningful, b