(A/N:So i decided to format these chapter's as notes in Seulgi's (your) diary, there also will be "scenes" from (your) days at the babysitting job but this chapter focuses on how you find the job from your cousin in the mist of your summer vacation, so Taeyong will most likely appear in the next chapter or so~)

Dear Diary:

Here goes another day of disappointing my parent's after failing my final tests throughout this year..but can you really blame me? I've been going through a lot personally as i've tried to adjust the fact that i'll be graduating in the next school year. Although i've dreamt of the day i would finally leave high school and fulflling what goals i've had at that time..but right now i just feel like no one truly understands my situation, as my parents can't afford me to go to the college i've been dreaming to go to for the past four years during my high school days now seems completely impossible. Which is why i've finally decided to get off my lazy and get a job, as this will be an experience for me to truly understand the real world, although i may fall multiple times i will have to learn how to stay strong on my own because i know that one day my parent's won't be there anymore. Wish me luck!

(Last day of Junior year)-

(Wendy-aka you're bff)-"Hey you excited for summer we totes need to hang out, hmu whenever ok!" she says being her excited self everyday which is one quality you've always been jealous of her for since you always looked like you'd be dead by the end of the school day each day

(You)-Yass we need too but don't forget the fact that i need to find a job this summer..unless you happen to have an extra spot at your part-time job (you said asking her as usual for any free spots for part-time jobs at the mall)

(Wendy)-Sorry not at the moment but i will let you know as soon as i see an help wanted sign (she said giving you a pat on the shoulder) as the two of you headed to her car before driving to your guy's favorite place to head to afterschool which happened to be a bubble tea/ froyo place

(At the froyo place)-

(Wendy)-"Can i have one peach bubble tea, what do you want Seulgi-ah?" she asks turning around to see you getting over 2 flavors and a bunch of sprinkles and then assuring the employee that the two of you will pay separately

(You)-(eating your froyo in pure happiness like a typical five-year old as Wendy watched you in awe completely worried on how you will be in college, you then noticed her and said "what's wrong with a 17 year old girl enjoying frozen yogurt?")

(Wendy)-Only the fact that you're shoving your face with it, no wonder you're still single (she says teasing you) as you gave her a glare

(You)-You know i have a lot going on right now, than being in a relationship that won't even last that long

(Wendy)-Remember how we used to believe that we'd both be in a relationship once we entered highschool?..man that was soo long ago

(You)-Thanks to all those teenage rom-coms ugh next year is going to be stressfull! Speaking of being stressfull when are those college applications due by again? My parents will literally kill me if they find out i haven't submitted them on time!

(Wendy)-ok first off calm down because their due when school begins again, and Seulgi-ah you have to learn to relax and have fun once in a while, and i was thinking we co