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One to Want : Countdown to Escape
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Sugar bubbles and velvet candies falling from the sky. Though, not literally.

I looked up, and for the first time, the sky was bright, yet not blinding.

All these years I hated waking up to the brightness. But today's light was strangely calming, strangely alluring me to break into small steps akin to what I would call dance, but maybe not others would call the same.

The air smelt especially good even when the only smell in the air that I loved is the scent of the rain, and today didn't show any sign of a visit from my favourite.

My steps felt especially light when it's always been heavy.

My heart is the only one that felt a little heavy and burdened, mostly caused by the uncertainty. But I know I can no longer afford to feel even an ounce of regret.

What's left to do is just to enjoy the day, as it's been the day I've been waiting for.

It's time to step out under the renewed same light of the bright sky I used to hate.

For the time has come, I'm free, no longer confined.

Today, is the day.

 

 

my countdown ended early :)

today, is indeed the day.

so this is the final one.

i'm happy.

seeya~

 

 

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estherahn
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Chapter 15: Sigh. I have no choice but to spam comments. This was beautiful
estherahn
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Chapter 96: noooooooooooooo what does 95 meannn
estherahn
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Chapter 24: Ok i already know my comment will be a little flimsy and sometimes I don't know what to say; I already don't quite know what to say and it wont be everything I want to say,but what I knew how or remembered to say, but i will post my thoughts~ this writing was so shocking and reading it hit my heart so painfully. Subscribed~ I was so curious and had to read even though as you know in life I read only blogs. ohhhh I just realized I do like things that explain feelings and hurting times. Bc I could always read a sad story, but it helps me understand myself and others when I read specific description of one's feelings. Reading this, things like this (which is how i feel reading your blog writings and the voice in those writings... also sometimes youtube descriptions ;) ) makes me feel i am not lonely. i never heard intentionally shinhwa (maybe accidentally when going to a store with korean things ahhaha or some place playing korean music, like if i was in a random person's car and they played korean music back in my childhood) and this song is really beautiful, good and i like the music video also. BUT I ALSO LOVE THE VOICES. Sigh. It was beautiful.