friend. (Angel)

One to Want : Countdown to Escape
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You're always there when I needed someone and nobody else would be here.

You always appear, to give me strength, give me courage, give me friendship, give me affection, assurance that my state of existance isn't as pathetic as I strongly believe. You helped planted that seed of doubt that someone care, so I'm not an entirely a lost cause.

Because there's you.

But today, I learnt that I was wrong all along, or rather, right. I learnt that you lied.

Even your existence is a lie.

You don't even exist. It's all in my imagination.

And now, I'm more pathetic than ever.

Goodbye, my nonexistent friend.

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estherahn #1
Chapter 15: Sigh. I have no choice but to spam comments. This was beautiful
estherahn #2
Chapter 96: noooooooooooooo what does 95 meannn
estherahn #3
Chapter 24: Ok i already know my comment will be a little flimsy and sometimes I don't know what to say; I already don't quite know what to say and it wont be everything I want to say,but what I knew how or remembered to say, but i will post my thoughts~ this writing was so shocking and reading it hit my heart so painfully. Subscribed~ I was so curious and had to read even though as you know in life I read only blogs. ohhhh I just realized I do like things that explain feelings and hurting times. Bc I could always read a sad story, but it helps me understand myself and others when I read specific description of one's feelings. Reading this, things like this (which is how i feel reading your blog writings and the voice in those writings... also sometimes youtube descriptions ;) ) makes me feel i am not lonely. i never heard intentionally shinhwa (maybe accidentally when going to a store with korean things ahhaha or some place playing korean music, like if i was in a random person's car and they played korean music back in my childhood) and this song is really beautiful, good and i like the music video also. BUT I ALSO LOVE THE VOICES. Sigh. It was beautiful.
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