tired. (Tear Remover)

One to Want : Countdown to Escape
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He's so tired.

Tired of holding back his tears. Just for being a man. What and who made tears exclusively women's? Because...screw them.

Lately, he had gotten so weary of fighting against shedding one drop of it, he wanted to cry angrily, sob noisily to let out his rage. But he knew he couldn't.

He knew he wouldn't.

The only thing he could do is to be strong, or rather, put on that strong facade he's supposed to have, by default.

Because he's a man.

He's not supposed to cry. Even boys don't cry.

He would not be caught dead crying.

 

If that's the case, maybe he should die first...and then cry to his heart's content.

That doesn't sound like such a bad idea to him, right now.

 

 

 

note: yesterday's story has been replaced bcuz dang nobody tell me that song had came out previously...so i wrote two drabbles tonight to make up for it...xD

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estherahn
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Chapter 15: Sigh. I have no choice but to spam comments. This was beautiful
estherahn
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Chapter 96: noooooooooooooo what does 95 meannn
estherahn
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Chapter 24: Ok i already know my comment will be a little flimsy and sometimes I don't know what to say; I already don't quite know what to say and it wont be everything I want to say,but what I knew how or remembered to say, but i will post my thoughts~ this writing was so shocking and reading it hit my heart so painfully. Subscribed~ I was so curious and had to read even though as you know in life I read only blogs. ohhhh I just realized I do like things that explain feelings and hurting times. Bc I could always read a sad story, but it helps me understand myself and others when I read specific description of one's feelings. Reading this, things like this (which is how i feel reading your blog writings and the voice in those writings... also sometimes youtube descriptions ;) ) makes me feel i am not lonely. i never heard intentionally shinhwa (maybe accidentally when going to a store with korean things ahhaha or some place playing korean music, like if i was in a random person's car and they played korean music back in my childhood) and this song is really beautiful, good and i like the music video also. BUT I ALSO LOVE THE VOICES. Sigh. It was beautiful.