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One to Want : Countdown to Escape
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It's all about adapting to a beginning. She knew, this was the mindset she needed to adopt.

And beginnings are supposedly like this. 

Being unwelcomed, shunned, ostracized, hated, all the nasty treatments, all the dirty gazes, it's all parts and parcel of a common beginning, and she should not let herself be affected by any of it. Any common strong girl would not be shaken by such common challenges.

But how come everyone else's beginnings don't look as bad?

It must be her weak mindset, she reasoned to herself. Of course everyone else have it the same, and she's the one not noticing since she's not in their place.

She knew beginnings are supposed to be like this.

She just didn't think she could withstand it any longer to keep going.

 

 

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Chapter 15: Sigh. I have no choice but to spam comments. This was beautiful
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Chapter 96: noooooooooooooo what does 95 meannn
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Chapter 24: Ok i already know my comment will be a little flimsy and sometimes I don't know what to say; I already don't quite know what to say and it wont be everything I want to say,but what I knew how or remembered to say, but i will post my thoughts~ this writing was so shocking and reading it hit my heart so painfully. Subscribed~ I was so curious and had to read even though as you know in life I read only blogs. ohhhh I just realized I do like things that explain feelings and hurting times. Bc I could always read a sad story, but it helps me understand myself and others when I read specific description of one's feelings. Reading this, things like this (which is how i feel reading your blog writings and the voice in those writings... also sometimes youtube descriptions ;) ) makes me feel i am not lonely. i never heard intentionally shinhwa (maybe accidentally when going to a store with korean things ahhaha or some place playing korean music, like if i was in a random person's car and they played korean music back in my childhood) and this song is really beautiful, good and i like the music video also. BUT I ALSO LOVE THE VOICES. Sigh. It was beautiful.
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