brave. (Feel the Sky)

One to Want : Countdown to Escape
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"She was such a brave soul. That is why she did what she did."

I gave him the look, which I'm sure, he, and anyone sane could've interpret perfectly without even looking my way.

Surely he couldn't be serious, could he?

He only let out a chuckle and mumbling words I could clearly understand.

"Of course you wouldn't understand..."

"Excuse me..."

I tried to suppress all the harsh words that desperately wanted to be let out. She's still a dead that should be respected to a certain level, at the least. That's what momma taught me.

"She couldn't feel. She wanted to feel. So she worked for it until eventually death took her chances for more efforts away."

Death took her chances, because that's what harming herself implying what she wanted. Death only granted that wish for her. There's so much more ways to feel, so called.  

"Taking away your life is not brave, it's in fact, the opposite. She's a coward."

 

 

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estherahn
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Chapter 15: Sigh. I have no choice but to spam comments. This was beautiful
estherahn
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Chapter 96: noooooooooooooo what does 95 meannn
estherahn
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Chapter 24: Ok i already know my comment will be a little flimsy and sometimes I don't know what to say; I already don't quite know what to say and it wont be everything I want to say,but what I knew how or remembered to say, but i will post my thoughts~ this writing was so shocking and reading it hit my heart so painfully. Subscribed~ I was so curious and had to read even though as you know in life I read only blogs. ohhhh I just realized I do like things that explain feelings and hurting times. Bc I could always read a sad story, but it helps me understand myself and others when I read specific description of one's feelings. Reading this, things like this (which is how i feel reading your blog writings and the voice in those writings... also sometimes youtube descriptions ;) ) makes me feel i am not lonely. i never heard intentionally shinhwa (maybe accidentally when going to a store with korean things ahhaha or some place playing korean music, like if i was in a random person's car and they played korean music back in my childhood) and this song is really beautiful, good and i like the music video also. BUT I ALSO LOVE THE VOICES. Sigh. It was beautiful.