me. (You're You)
One to Want : Countdown to Escape
I used to have no friend. Not because I didn't want any, but because nobody wanted to be friends with someone so sloppy as myself, I assumed, since I never harmed anyone in any way, anyway. I was too cowardly and meek for that.
As time passed by, I managed to gather some friends.
Then, more, as my reputation peaked as one of the smart ones in class and in school.
I even got myself some admirers, amazingly, which, caused jealousy and I gained unintended enemies too, who, probably saw me as a rival, absurdly. They shouldn't have. They're too beautiful for that, at least on the outside.
Being bullied became a common occurence.
But I went through it all with content heart and reactions.
Until one day, I found my voice, found my courage.
I became brave, cold and outspoken. I learnt to say no, I learnt to stand by my opinion, even when the world was against me.
Still sloppy, no longer a coward, no longer taking all the undeserving bullets.
Many told me I've changed and they missed the old me.
But, we all know, they just couldn't handle the new me.
Honestly I like the new me, the now me.
honestly out of ideas at all today....
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