paradise. (When I Close My Eyes)
One to Want : Countdown to Escape
His everyday routine is filled with blood, death, cries, wailing, mourning.
Sometimes he wonder if he's a saviour, or the one who sends innocent souls to hell.
Generally, he's considered a hero. But he knows better that he had made mistakes too, causing people who weren't supposed to die in such ways, to die for reasons that should not be.
They would try to make him feel better, saying that he tried and it's better than to not try. But he couldn't help wondering how differently things would have turned out had he not done the things he did.
Still, he had no choice but to continue. Although with every failure, his faith shaken more and more.
Sometimes he wonder if he still belonged in this profession. Sometimes he wondered if he'd end up in hell for the sins he did.
He yearned for an escape.
Sometimes, in between his tight schedules, he would find time to take breathers and close his eyes and he'd imagine being in a place far, far away from here, surrounded by greens instead of deadening white.
His paradise.
oh no...i have 3 stories to catch up...T^T...
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