Flashbacks...

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"And we have Mamamoo’s Moonbyul here with us today! You have a reason for coming out today right?” A host of the show said. She gave a slightly forced smile at the host before turning to the camera. “Yes, our leader unnie got married.” She said to the camera before thinking to herself, “thanks Appa for torturing me!” She thought back to how she was even told to come on this show the night before.

 

“Byulyi-ah, I’m sorry!” Her company CEO/ producer, Kim Dohoon, or as the girls like to call him, Appa said to her once she stepped into the room. “I was drunk and didn’t know what I was doing until I found out about it this…” He trailed off, gulping nervously, seeing his ‘daughter’s’ eyes narrow at him. She sighed, knowing that he did really stupid things when he was drunk and prepared herself for some sort of bad news. “What is it Appa? Just tell me, you know that you can tell me anything.” “IkindasignedanagreementforyoutobepartofthepanelforthesecondepisodeofYongsun’sWeGotMarried.” He rushed out. Receiving a pointed look, he gave a huge sigh before repeating what he said earlier slowly. “I kinda signed an agreement for you to be part of the panel for the second episode of Yongsun’s We Got Married, when I was drinking with the producer of the show yesterday night.” Though Moonbyul had prepared herself for bad news earlier,she was not braced for this. “Wha.. what? H..how? Wh.why? App.appa? You are ly..lying right?” She stumbled over her words, getting close to another breakdown. The first time she had a breakdown in front of her CEO was when he had told her that her leader was going to be part of the show a week before. The kind father had called her into the office, where he had broken the news to her softly, knowing that she had special ‘feelings’ for the older girl.


That was how close all the girls were to him. They really treated him like a dad, thus the name Appa, and he really treated them as his daughters. (Though recently he has them working 24/7) They went to him whenever they had problems, and Moonbyul had gone to him a few months back regarding the strange flutterings she recently started having for the leader. They had come to the conclusion that she liked the girl. And being the open-minded CEO, he told her to do whatever she wanted, be it get her, or forget about her. As she mentioned nothing about it for the last few months, he thought that she had forgotten about her. But those thoughts were forgotten when he started taking closer looks at the rapper. He realised that she still cared for her leader, taking occasional glances at her and smiling to herself etc. Those small actions of hugging her, holding her hand made the CEO realised that instead of forgetting about Solar, or getting her, she stood in the middle, just looking out for her in every possible way, even if it was small. That was why Appa had called her apart, telling her first. Moonbyul had burst into tears, not being able to handle the fact that her leader would be in the arms of someone else, especially someone like her husband-to-be, the perfect gentleman, Eric Nam.The fatherly figure stood at the side, feeling helpless as he knew that whatever he said then would not help anything, but might make everything worse instead. He waited patiently for her to cry everything out, knowing that she was not only crying about the news, but about the past few months, how she could only look at her from afar. Once her tears had dried, he gave her a choice. “I know that this would be really hard on you. So, I’m going to give you a choice. I am going to give you a chance to decline this offer. You know that I don’t want to see any of my girls getting hurt, so this will be up to you. I’m not asking for an answer now, but I need it in 3 days time, latest.”

 

During the three days, Moonbyul was slowly being tortured. The good side of her told her to let her leader do the show, since it was something her leader had always talked about. Her bad side however, was more convincing to the rapper, you would not get hurt, your sun will always be shining on you, and you would be happy. She also thought about how Solar would feel about it. I mean, if you think about it, you are taking away someone else’s choice, just because you want to be happy. On the morning of the last day, she walked into her father’s office, her heart dropping more and more with each step she took. Opening the door, she muttered, “Appa, let Yongsun unnie do the show.” as her heart shattered.

 

Now, as the Bbyu couple’s turn finished showing, her palms grew sweaty, knowing that it was ‘their’ turn next. She wiped her palms against her jeans as the first scene appeared gradually on the monitor. (btw, she did not even watch the first episode). She inwardly cringed at seeing ‘him’ on screen, and could not help thinking if she had made the right choice. “At least I get to see her…” a ghost of a smile appearing on her lips as she thought of that. “How can someone’s voice cause me such shivers? It’s not like she is even singing!!” Byulyi inwardly screamed.

A dragon wearing sunglasses, this is LITERALLY SPELLING OUT HER NAME! She thought, almost screaming at the screen. Looking around, she saw that the rest of the panel members were still clueless, so she took it upon herself to explain everything. “Solar unnie’s real name is Yongsun…” Looking aroun

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Hey! I know I haven’t updated this in a long time but I’ve recently started a full update! Not a ADITL but a whole one couple centric One-shot! (Pst it’s not Moonsun)

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Honeyoong93
#1
Chapter 3: Ahhh wheesa mereka emang precious :*
ThatOneBi
#2
Chapter 1: Omo~
yongwhee
#3
Chapter 26: This is so cuuuuuuute im meltinggggg
Cdival #4
Chapter 10: Chapter 10: I know I'm reading this waaaaay after you posted it, but I just wanted to say that I really liked what you talked about..I mean, your note!...all of it, but specially the fourth point...but I liked all that you said... like very, very much!
cjmoo_ #5
Chapter 25: Woohoo! Thank you for writing this for Mamamoo's 4th anniversary~ I like the fact that this chapter is about them reminiscing the most memorable past.

Oo wow, I wouldn't have known that Wheein's memory was an actual one if you hadn't mentioned it at the end. (A fail fan here: I haven't finished watching Secret Unnie >.<) Knowing that it's really what Wheein went though, it makes this story more melancholic. She's been through so much these past 4 years (and more). That shade though ahaha: 'This group was her dream group, there was no other group that she could every try being in apart from this one- albeit a better name could've been chosen, but she takes what she can get.' I like how amidst the worries and concerns she had after their debut performances, she still looked at the positive side which kept her going.

I really like how Hwasa's memories is basically of Wheein, but it's inevitable since they spent almost all their lives together. Hwasa's memory is too cute. (Have you watched the Life Bar episode where Wheesa appeared on it? They did say that they probably know each other more than their parents do!) It's nice that Hwasa appreciates the contrasting personalities she and Wheein have. It definitely made their friendship more meaningful.

Byul's memory is just so full of insecurities that it hurts reading it. Another shade there ahaha: 'Yes, for the first time, she was in her own house.' - I choked a little! I love the way you ended Byul's memory with this line: 'They had made a moment she would have wanted to forget, into a moment she knew she had to remember for the rest of her life, and she didn't know how to repay them.' I'm so glad that her members didn't leave her alone to her thoughts and insecurities.

Of course Solar's memory would be linked to her role as the leader. I think in general, throughout all of their memories, no matter how different they are, it all comes back to the main point on how the four of them stuck through everything together. They became each other's supports whether or not they know it. They stepped up to the occasion when they're needed to do so, and seeing how the four of them recognised this fact makes my heart feel warm.

Just two comments on your writing: I felt that the ending was rather abrupt, seeing how there's an introduction paragraph but not an ending one. Also, most of the paragraphs are rather lengthy. The paragraphs could be split to become shorter ones so that it's easier to be read.

Thank you very much for writing this! :)
Pringletip
#6
Chapter 9: What the. Noooooo Yongsun-ahhhhh
Pringletip
#7
Chapter 3: This is cute <3
cjmoo_ #8
Chapter 24: Comments for Teasing: Ugh Byul's such a loser ahahahah but aww I like how heartwarming this story is at the end. That last paragraph is everything! Interesting that we get to see the different reactions of the members. For some reason through their reaction I could feel their love for Byul too, expressed in their own ways. :') I get the feeling Byul is certain of her members' love for her, and so she was comfortable teasing them. :') (Also, I can almost hear Yongsun's "ISANGHAE!" haha!)
Comments for The Sun: I am such a er for imagery and I think you've beautifully brought out the actual sun/Yongsun imagery through Byul's POV. I really like how when the sun is not visible being covered by rain clouds, another sun appears to bring light to Byul's life. Seems like this story isn't complete though! I guess we'll never know what happens between Byul and Yongsun. Interesting how I could hear Byul's turmoil.
Thank you for this update! :)
cjmoo_ #9
Chapter 23: Welcome back! I enjoyed reading both stories.
In Lucky, I really liked seeing how greasy Byul can be at one point, and the next moment she becomes very sincere.
Azegag is too cute and funny xD
cjmoo_ #10
Chapter 23: Nooo :'(
I like how you wrote Byulyi's answer as one whole chunk and making it sound forced. Seemed like she has been feeling that way for a long time :/
Hope the rest supports Hyejin as well, especially if she continues having that image of Byul in her head :/