When I opened the door, it felt normal to see L.Joe standing there. It was almost like a routine. It felt awkward seeing Chunji there the day before, but to have L.Joe standing there. . .I liked it.

I instantly smiled at L.Joe. It felt good seeing him again. >>Hello~<<, I beamed.

>>Hey<<, he slightly smiled. >>Let's go.<<

We walked down the street to a cafe nearby. >>How are you?<<, I asked him. >>Fine, thank you.<<

We bought us something to drink and sat down in a silent corner.

>>Okay, let's begin.<< He got out a pencil and a piece of paper. >>Chunji likes girls with long hair. . .no problem for you then<<, he started and wrote down what he just said.

>>You don't have to write it down<<, I told him.

>>It's better like this<<, he explained and went on, telling me everything he knew about Chunji and what he liked about girls, how his relationship to girls was and so on. . .

He handed me the paper. >>I personally think, you shouldn't change just because of a boy, but never mind.<<

>>Can I ask you something?<<

He nodded.

>>What about your parents? Do you see them often?<<

>>I visited my mom not long ago in New York. My fathers lives here in Korea.<<

>>Do you have any siblings?<<

>>Yes. A brother. He's five years older then me.<

>>Ooh.<<

>>What about you?<<

>>I don't have any biological siblings but Kyung Mi is like a sister for me.<<

>>And your parents?<<

>>I don't know my father. He left my mom when she was pregnant with me.<<

>>Oh. I'm sorry.<<

>>That's okay. I mean, I don't need a father. I don't really care.<<

>>You don't care?<<

>>How should I care for someone I don't even know? He left my mom when she was pregnant, I actually don't want to meet him.<<

L.Joe nodded.

>>You participated in a audition to join Teen Top, didn't you?<<

He nodded again. >>I ran away from home. . .I participated in many auditions and failed. I collapsed from dancing and the doctor said I could never dance again if I don't get a surgery. . .well somehow I manged to join Teen Top.<<

. . . REALLY? Wooooah! OMO! That's impressive!

>>You got almost no lines in the Teen Top songs, although you tried so hard to become an artist.<< I sighed, that wasn't fair at all. . .Woah, I never expected to say that, I mean, I didn't like L.Joe before. I weren't interested if he

had enough lines and all that stuff. But I now I like him and I care about his role in Teen Top. Kekeke, I kinda changed, huh?

He smiled. >>You think so?<<

I nodded. >>Of course. You seem to be a really hardworking and kind-hearted artist. I can't understand why Top Media doesn't appreciate that<<, I pouted.

L.Joe chuckled but then turned serious again. >>Thanks, but don't say that.<<

He stood up. >>We should go now.<<

He walked me home. >>Thank you so much~<<, I beamed.

L.Joe smiled at me. >>No problem.<<

As I walked into my house I didn't see how his smile faded, I were too busy thinking of my date with Chunji.

 

* L.JOE POV *

 

>>Hyung! Where have you been?<<, Changjo asked as I arrived at home.

>>Buying a birthday present for my mother.<<

>>Where is the bag then?<<, Ricky asked.

>>Well, I didn't find a present for her. . .<<

>>Wanna watch TV with us?<<, Changjo asked.

I shook my head.

>>Awh, Hyung come on!<<

>>We are back~<<, I heard Niel shouting.

I turned around, seeing Chunji walking towards me. >>Hey~.<< He put an arm around me. >>Do you know what Mi Young likes about boys?<<

I shook my head.

>>Are you okay?<<, he quietly asked and looked around if someone would hear us.

 

He pulled me into the kitchen. >>Tell me. You look sad nowadays.<<

I shrugged my shoulders. >>I'm okay. . .really.<<

Chunji didn't look satisfied with my answer.

>>You should get ready for your date with Mi Young. She's doesn't like it when people are late.<< I turned around and went into the bedroom. I sighed as I closed the door behind me. Why is Mi Young's bias Chunji and not me? Why am I even helping her to get Chunji? I sat down on my bed. I probably just want her to be happy. So Mi Young, do whatever you want, as long as you are happy I'm happy too. Even if you are dating Chunji.

 

* End of L.Joe's POV *

 

Here we go again. There he was. light-brown hair, awesome smile. Wasn't he the cutest boy in the whole world? But still, it was awkward having Chunji in front of my door, waiting for me.

>>Hey~<<, Chunji smiled.

>>Annyeong.<<

>>Let's go.<<

>>What's in the bag?<<, I asked him.

>>Something for our date<<, he answered and grinned.

We went into the park. >>Let's sit there!<<, he pointed at a shady place under a tree. >>I hope you didn't eat yet<<, he smiled.

He got out a small blanket and some lunchboxes. >>Here are some sandwiches. I hadn't the time to make something special, though. Sorry.<<

>>That's sweet.<<

>>Ricky and Niel helped me making it.<<

>>But it isn't dangerous to eat it, isn't it?<<, I asked.

Chunji laughed. >>I don't think so. Let me try first, though.<<

He took a bite of one of the sandwiches. >>It's pretty good<<, he said.

I took one sandwich and tried it too. >>It's tasty!<<

We chatted for some time (I acted like L.Joe told me to) when I asked how the others were doing.

>>Pretty good actually, although. . .<<

>>Huh? What is it?<<

>>I'm a bit worried about L.Joe. He's a quiet for some time now.<<

>>Isn't he always more the quiet person?<<

>>Yes, but he seems depressed. Especially today. But he wouldn't talk to us about it.<<

Really? What happened to him? Poor L.Joe. I'll ask him what's wrong later.

>>He really wouldn't talk? Maybe, it's better to let him alone?!<<

 

Chunji nodded. >>I'm just worried.<<

>>You are caring towards your members. That's cute.<< Seconds went on before I realized what I just said. I'm damn stupid. Did I just say that out loud? OH GOD! -embarrassed-

Chunji chuckled. >>You are cute too.<<

-squeal-

I didn't know how fast time went by, until I saw the dark sky above our heads.

We packed our stuff and walked around the city for a bit. I felt so stupid.

Not because I was stupid, but because I always wished Chunji would take my hand, keke. I couldn't get that out of my head. -stupid me-

>>I'm sorry, but I have to bring you home now. I have to go to dance practice. I'm already late<<, he apologized.

>>That's okay<<, I smiled.

He walked me home. You know these creepy people who are bored everyday and just look out their window do stalk their neighbors? I had one of these in my house too. It was this strange Ahjumma. I think she watched me now for quiet a while. She must think I have two boyfriends or something. I always get walked home by a boy. But seriously, I didn't care. IT WERE CHUNJI AND L.JOE! It doesn't matter what an old Ahjumma thinks, kekeke.

>>Okay, then goodbye<<, I smiled, waved goodbye and turned around.

Chunji hold my hand and I turned around again.

He gave me a quick peck on the cheek and winked. >>Bye.<<

My mind was kinda blank. This was what I always dreamed of, wasn't it? Chunji kissing me on the cheek and winking at me? Well, why am I not jumping up and down?

I went inside and after sometime I realized what just happened.

Oh. My. God.

 

I needed sometime so calm down. It was already eleven. My mom was asleep as suddenly the phone rang. I thought it was Kyung Mi. . .but it wasn't.

I freaking regretted picking up the phone. . .

It was a friend of my mom. Well, it wasn't a real friend. Just a fake friend. My mom hated her, but she couldn't tell her. She (the fake friend) has been at our apartment a few times and I freaking hated her! SHE WAS SO ANNOYING! I mean, really!

In the beginning, she was. . .okay.

But then she kept on calling and calling. She wanted to come over and chat with my mom (She hasn't got any friends, I assume)

Okay, here is what happened: I had the best day of my life (I had a date with CHUNJI!). It was eleven pm and I just chilled. The phone rang and I picked it up. . .

>>Yoboseyo?<<

I heard crying. . .>>Oh, hello. Is your mom somewhere?<<

NO WAY! Why is the woman calling at 11 pm and crying? SERIOUSLY?!

>>No, she already went to sleep.<<

>>Oh, okay. I just wanted to ask her for advice.<<

>>Well, she's asleep<<, I repeated.

>>I've got a problem with a man. You probably can't help me<<, she sobbed.

>>Hm<<, I rolled my eyes.

>>I'm in this rehab clinic. You know I got a operation two weeks ago?<<

HELL NO! STOP TALKING! I JUST HAD THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE AND YOU ARE CRYING ON THE PHONE AND WHY THE HELL DON'T YOU STOP TALKING?!

>>Hm<<, I said again. They probably took her brain out or something during the operation.

>>And here at the clinic, people are very nice to me. . .<<

HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE? How can ANYONE on this world be nice to her?

>>Ah.<<

>>And there is this one guy.<< (She had stopped sobbing and stuff)

A GUY? Oh God, I assume this conversation won't have an end soon. . .

>>He is really good looking and such a kind guy! And he told me he really likes me. He told me, I make him crazy.<<

YEAH! FOR SURE! You make me crazy too!

>>Oh.<<

>>Now, I don't know, if I should. . .yeah you know. . .sleep with him?<<

I sighed. ARE YOU SERIOUS? This can't be true! NO WAY! Are you insane? Look at you! How can someone wants to sleep with you? Why the do you even tell me that? I'm the daughter of a woman, who hates you as much as I do! PLEASE JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!

>>Do it. What's the problem?<<, I asked. I didn't know, why I even responded.

>>He will be leaving the day after tomorrow and I don't want the others to see me as a . . .<<

HOW OLD ARE YOU? You sound like a naive American or European teenager! (No offense American and European girls) Are you serious? HELLO? YOU ARE 35 OR SO? Stop talking rubbish! AAAAH.

>>Well. . .will you be seeing him ever again?<<

>>No. . .but he wanted stay in contact with me via internet.<<

Oh. MY. GOD. Okay, this was getting funny! KEKEKEKE!

>>So what you mean is. . .you like a hot guy. . .you don't know if you should sleep with him, he likes

you. . .but you two will never meet again?<<

>>Yes, right.<<

 

>>Then do it.<< DO IT BECAUSE YOU WON'T EVER MEET A GUY WHO IS CRAZY ENOUGH TO LIKE YOU OR EVEN SLEEP WITH YOU!

>>Are you sure?<<

GOD. Shut up! Yeah I mean it.

>>Yes. It doesn't matter what others say about you, doesn't it? I mean, they aren't your friends?!<<

>>Oh, yes we are all very close. We already promised to stay in contact!<<

Oh crap. . .

>>Then, you shouldn't sleep with the guy.<<

>>Huh? Why not?<<

>>You need these friends later on, trust me. You don't want to lose them just because of a guy, don't ya?<<

>>Well, you are probably right.<<

WOMAN! Don't think about this guy. Don't sleep with him, otherwise your >friends< start talking about you and you won't have any friends anymore, which means that you start bothering my mom and me again!

>>Bye, then.<<

>>Thank you.<< She laughed.

I hung up and giggled. Well, I was annoyed, but I had to admit it was funny.

 

I went to bed and looked at my phone. >>I should write L.Joe a message.<<

Mi Young: Hey there. I heard you are a bit sad for some time now?! Are you okay? Wanna tell me? Sorry I know it sounds ridiculous. Why should you tell me, but not the other members of Teen Top?

I waited for a reply, but it took sometime (He was probably still at the dance practice)

L.Joe: Chunji told you, I assume?

Mi Young: Yes, he did. I'm sorry. It's your business and I shouldn't mind it, but I'm worried.

L.Joe: You are? Well, I'll tell you. But not via messages.

Mi Young: Do you want to meet then?

L.Joe: Hm, yes. . .On Sunday?

WAIT! WHAT DAY WAS TODAY? FIRDAY? NOOOOOOO!

Only two days left? No! No!

Mi Young: Okay Sunday then. So you'll tell me? At what time are you free?

L.Joe: I'll pick you up at eight. Is that too late?

Mi Young: No, that's okay. See you on Sunday then :D Sleep well~.