I'm Sorry
But what about me“What do you want?” Hyunseung tried standing up but Seungri grabbed his arm, stopping him as TOP walked into the room.
The oldest didn't say anything as he sat down the brown paper bag he was holding on the bedside table. He turned to look at the bed and it looked like he wanted to say something but he just stood there, looking at Seungri in what can only be said as guilt before turning towards the door again.
“What's this?” Hyunseung asked but TOP had already closed the door, leaving the two alone again.
Hyunseung looked towards the paperbag before carefully opening it, his eyes widened when he saw the content. A small blue and white paper box recognizable anywhere, antipyretic.
“What is it?” Seungri asked, slowly raising his head to look into the bad.
“It’s antipyretic..” Hyunseung mumbled, quickly picking up the box so Seungri could see it. The younger looked at the box in disbelief and it somewhat hurt Hyunseung that Seungri would look so shocked at it. He hated that Seungri was in disbelief that his hyung would try to help him.
“You should take this before your fever get worse.” Hyunseung hurriedly said, opening the box and pulling out a pill chart.
“What if there poisons?” Seungri mumbled making Hyunseung freeze, turning to look at the boy with big eyes.
“Don’t be stupid Seungri, why the hell would you say that?” Hyunseung couldn’t help but raise his voice.
Seungri looked down on his hands before answering. “It would be easier for them if i wasn’t here, i’m just in the way..”
“Seungri..” Hyunseung tried to smile as he turned the younger so they were looking at each other. “Your hyung’s love you, they are just a little lost right now but this-” Hyunseung hold up the antipyretic. “-this is a sign that they starting to realised that they have done you wrong, that they are starting to regret what they did. Do you understand me?”
The younger boy looked at him with teary eyes before nodding slowly, giving a small smile.
“Good.” Hyunseung nodded before grabbing the glass of water that were standing on the bed side table. “Now eat this so you can get better.
After a while Seungri swallowed the pill and Hyunseong managed to convinced the younger to get some sleep. Seungri looked so tired and Hyunseung never wanted to see his dongsaeng like this again so he needed to get to the bottom of this right away.
Standing up Hyunseung walked with steady steps towards the door and he had to control himself not to slam the door shut behind him. The first thing he saw was Jiyong’s black hair sticking up from the couch beside a brown hair Hyunseung guessed was Taeyang’s. Daesung was sitting on the floor opposite the couch and Seunghyun was pacing back and forth from the kitchen.
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