I hug hoon oppa tightly. “oppa I missed u..” he pats my head. “u looks so different.. more mature.. more beautiful.. I m sure your husband is really happy..” “oppa u looks handsome too..” he laughed. “so tell me about your life.. how is your life as a pianist?” he asked. “who would have known that ji-idiot would become a pianist that graduate from berklee.. I thought that u would become an idol or bigbang manager or even YG entertainment staff like cleaner since u r crazy about bigbang” everyone in the room laughed at eunjung unnie comment.

                       “actually I thought of doing that but…” “WHAT?” they shouted. “u actually thought of becoming a YG cleaner?” hyomin unnie asked me. “of course I can meet my seungri that way n who know he may fall for me and date me..” I said with a big smile plastered on my face. “my wife is crazy..” I glare at my husband. “then why did u become a pianist out of sudden..” “well.. there was an inspiration..” I smiled thinking back those days.

                   “Oh my god unnie, u can’t just call me say u can’t come anymore.. I m at freaking gangnam road right now..” I hang up my phone in anger, making a self-note in my mind not to come out from home next time jihyun unnie make plans. That unnie always leave me alone in the end. But since I m here already, I decided to troll the road a bit.

                     But I regret that decision as soon as I saw a lot of couples in the street. Everyone is hugging, walking hand in hand. I even saw a couple kissing in the middle of the road. When the kissing couple get out of the vieew, I saw myungsoo and sunggyu. Sunggyu was singing and myungsoo is accompanying him with his guitar.

                    When a singer performs, people pay attention to the singer, they never care about the person hidden behind the singer but here I am.. my eyes straight at kim myungsoo. I was amazed by how his finger play the string producing some angelic melody. Yes, he was my inspiration. The reason why I studied piano and become pianist. Because he teach me that melody can be angelic.

                  My ears keep hearing his melody but not sunggyu voice. My eyes stay at myungsoo who was immersed in his own melody until he looks up and our eyes contact. He flashes me a smile.

                 I was stunned after seeing him flashing a smile for me that I don’t notice that the music has stopped. I look up to see myungsoo pointing at me and telling sunggyu something which makes sunggyu to come into my direction. Oh crap, what now?

“jiyeon-ah are u alone?” I smile at sunggyu and nodded.

“then why don’t we hangout”

“WHY?”                                                                  

“hey…calm down.. I m not forcing u, we are about to grab a dinner and I just want to know if u would like to join?”

“of course n..”

“annyeong jiyeon..” my heart totally stop when myungsoo waves at me.

“let go now..” myungsoo said.

“wait jiyeon is..”

“let go” I interrupt sunggyu and smile. Then sunggyu chuckle and nodded.

                      I was at a pizza place. In front of me is my first love who is eating pizza deliciously. Beside him is his best friend who is eating pizza more deliciously and then there is me who is drinking just a mocha telling them that I have already eaten because I don’t want to eat like a pig in front of my first love. “what were u doing here alone?” myungsoo asked me. “just… shopping..” he nodded and continue eating pizza.

                       I look outside of the window but I shouldn’t have cause I saw soojung with a guy AGAIN. Why would I see her cheating every time I m with myungsoo.

“Don’t look at her..”

                      I glance at myungsoo. He weakly smiled. “she is no longer mine.. we broke up..” “why?” I ask hi