The ringing of the phone continue. “yobeosayo?” I pick up the phone. “I want to talk with miss park jiyeon” “nae I m speaking right now.” “Oh jiyeon-ah it is me” the voice was familiar but I still don’t know who it is. “nugu?” “oppa” “which oppa?” “pabo it is me. Ur unnie EUNJUNG” “EUNJUNG UNNIE? Unnie where r u right now?” “Seoul” I smile immediately.“then u can come to my house unnie” “I m not going to come…I have to go back to busan tomorrow” “arhh..” “I have to go back because of the gathering BUSAN high school 207 branch gathering”

                        “what?” “yes jiyeon!! And u r invited too” “But…” “u r going to come right? I will pick u up tomorrow.” “unnie…I will come for sure!! I will be waiting for u and I love u !!” “ok arraso see u then annyeong” I hang up the ph. “YEOBO” I shouted for my husband. Then he come down looking handsome as always. He peck my lips and gently backhug me. “why r u shouting for me?” “yeobo tomorrow we have school gathering in busan” he nodded. “ara…howan called me” “it has been exactly 20 years. I still miss those school days” “me too” and I close my eyes slowly as I drift away, i saw 17 years old park jiyeon…

                 17 years old park jiyeon was a simple girl. A girl who doesn’t really have that much of a presence. A girl who is a hardcore fangirl. And a girl who is madly in love with one man.

                       And Go Jun Phyo Kissed Kim Jandi !! I can really go to sleep today. No more jandi-jihoo couple” Jun phyo team look happy today. It is June 1, 2007. F4 is the dream of girls. The era of Go jun phyo and Jihoo. And me? I m more of So Yi-kyung – Gaeul couple. “it is only for that episode. Next time Jihoo oppa is gonna kiss her” Jihoo team leader Eunyoung shouted. “ofcourse in ur dream” Junphyo leader Seungah shouted back. And I know they r going to fight soon and they did. What a typical school day.

                      “YAHHH can u guys just don’t fight for a day?” our class teacher Miss Ga In arrived glaring at the fighting. “Class president why r u just sitting there?” “it is not like today is the first day” I give my reason. Yes, Busan high school grade 11 – E class president is me. “u guys are really…” she shake her head, her habit. After solving everything, she start to teach us poems. “It feels like flower just by looking. It feels like ocean just by talking. I may wonder what it is. Because it is the first time…” I look out of the window. My eyes at the gym. “First love”  I look at him. The way he laugh with his friends. The way he shoot the basketball. The way he talks with slightly pouting. The way he drinks with water flowing down. The way he runs with a smile on his face. The way his two cute dimples form. The way he slightly touches his hair. Everything about him seems to be perfect… because he is my first love.

                   “Jiyeon-ah let skip Mr.Jung period” I look at eunjung unnie. “adwae oppa..maths is important to me.” Ham Eunjung, my best friend who is older than me by a month.  She is the only girl who don’t like F4. And she is the one with the shortest hair in our class. She is short-tempered too. And so boyish that I call her oppa. She has been my best friend since day 1 that I know about her more than her. “Let go jiyeon. I just got a ticket from my junior and I really want to go.” “whose concert?” I ask her. She shoot me a smirk.

                      “BIGBANG” my eyes widen “AHHHHH OPPPPPPA !!!!!” l hug her very excited. “daebak oppa u r the best. let go right now” “chill..girl actually we wont be alone though. I have 3 tickets. We can call another one. Who r u going to call? Do u have anyone on ur mind” “should we call Min unnie?” “hyomin wont do it. U also know that she is a hardcore ELF. She will never go to bigbang concert” Yes, I m a hardcore VIP. I have adore those 5 guys since debut and I have totally fallen for them when I heard LIE. Who I like? It is very odd but I love Seungri oppa. Everybody pay attention for T.O.P or GD but my heart is with that panda who is only a year older than