Kangin POV
Okay. Today is the day. I'm gonna do it today, on my own birthday. It has to be perfect. I need it to be perfect for her, for Becca. I'm gonna ask her. Ask her to marry me. That's the only thing I want for this birthday. Her. I want Becca. I want her for the rest of my life. How can I not. This time we have spent together makes me realize it even more. That I need her in my life to be happy. That I need her close to me. 

Ever since Becca came in to my life, I've been living a dream. Don't get me wrong, becoming an idol was and is still a huge dream that came true somehow. But when Becca arrived, I got a new dream that includes her. I want a family, someone to wake up to every day and to have kids together with. I want to have kids, I have always wanted that. I always wanted to become a father and now, I want to become the father of Beccas children. I want her to have my kids. 

Becca is the love of my life. She is just perfect. Even with her past, she still manages to smile and share that positive energy of hers. How can I not want her? 

Anyways, since her confession of wanting to stay here in Korea and such, I was even more determinate to keep her by my side. After that confession, I started planing how I'm gonna do this. I need whole Super Junior to be free that evening, to help me sing to her. As I already decided that we are gonna meet up today, I'm more determined to make this right. 

"Kangin, are you nervous?" Leeteuk asks me as we are preparing for it all on the rooftop of SM. All for the sake of some kind of privacy from paparazzi and such. 

"What do you think hyung? I'm freaking out. I'm gonna ask the love of my life to marry me." I feel my legs shaking because of this. I groan and hide my face in my hands. What if she says no? It's always that possibility, that she will reject me. 

I hear chuckle around me but I'm too stressed to care about it. "Kangin, Becca won't say no. You already got our blessing, her sister has given you her blessing and yesterday you got her parents blessing for this. Everyone wants you two to be together. Relax." Leeteuk talks in a calm voice, making me relax a little. "Let's just get all this done for tonight. We all know you want this to be perfect for Becca, hyung." Siwons voice sounded and I nod at him. Hopefully, I won't mess this up.

Everyone seems to want us two together, and I'm glad for that. That means a lot for me, because Becca.... Aish, I can't explain it. She is just the one and I feel it in every part of my body. The desire I have to keep her near, the desire to shout out that she is mine and no one else's. Becca is just perfect.

Now, it was time for our so called date. I told Becca to meet me in the lobby of SM. I'm so damn nervous. Even if we are gonna eat before I ask, my nerves won't calm down. As I'm lost in thought, someone tap me on my shoulder. 

"Oppa" I hear that wonderful voice again. I turn to see Becca standing there, looking amazing in the clothes she's wearing. "Oppa, am I too underdressed? Not that you don't look handsome in a suit, but maybe I should have dressed up more?" She asks, tilting her head cutely to the side and looking at me with those wonderful eyes of hers.

"No. You look great. You look perfect." I answer her, grabbing her hand and intertwining it with mine. I see her cheeks turning pink and I smile at her. She is just adorable. I peck her lips and then I pull her along with me up to the roof.

As we come outside, it is a little cold so I give Becca my coat. "Can't have you getting a cold." I told her and she smiled at me. 

"Can't we do like this instead?" She pulls the coat off and hangs it around me again and pulls me towards the chairs I set up before. She makes me sit down, with herself in my lap. Then she snuggle herself to my chest. I smile at her and hug her close to me.

"You're so warm. It feels so nice in your embrace Youngwoon. I could stay here forever. And happy birthday." She says in a small voice and I smile even bigger at that. I lift her under her chin, making her look at me. I kiss her with everything I got, making her know that I love her.

We continued to sit like that for a while, but then I heard a rumble. I looked down on Becca and she blushed really hard. I chuckle a little at her. It's just too cute.

"Are you hungry? Should I tell them to come with the food?" I ask her and she nods carefully. "Are you embarrassed Becca?" She nods again. "Don't be. I think it's cute." I tell her with a smile. She looks at me and giggle softly. "Oppa, I think you are the first one to think those whale noises are cute. But thanks." She answers me and peck my cheek.

"You are too cute Becca. Trust me. But you want the food?" I ask her again and she nods. "Can I still be in your lap though? I can feed you.. Please." She sounded sad and scared. 

"Becca, what's wrong? Of course you can sit in my lap. I want you close to me. Don't be scared or sad. I won't push you away." I told her and held her tight in my arms. She snuggled close again and I just smiled at her again.

I call for the food, making Becca smile as she sees it. It was samgyupsal. "Oppa, I always wanted to eat this. Even after so many months in Korea, I never tasted it." She said happily and I smile at her. I take a piece and hold it to her. "Say ahhh...." She opens and smile as she tastes it. "Mmmmm, so good. Oppa, now I get why you always eat this. More." She looks at me and I smile again. I pick up a piece and put half of it in my mouth, then I look at Beeca who gets the point. She takes the rest of the meat in and then she kiss me lightly on my lips.

"Naughty oppa." She said with a wink and I just smile at her. She picks up a piece and puts half of it in . She's doing the same as me. I take the rest of the meat, but I kiss her with all I got. She kissed me back, making me feel her love for me too. As I let go she smile at me and snuggled into me again. "Best date ever Youngwoon." She mumbled and I nod. 

After that, we continue to eat and talk about things, making me realize that Becca is just amazing. She actually told me about her dream, the dream she dreamt at New Year. "It's kinda embarrassing. I know that you want kids, but that I'm dreaming of having them with you, maybe you don't want that? I mean, who would want to have kids with me?" I looked at her, feeling angry all of a sudden. "Becca!" I yelled at her, making her tear up and look at me all sad. "My love, please don't say things like that. I want you to have my kids. Trust me. Please don't cry." I told her sincerely, wiping her tears away. She leaned in to my touch, sighing in relief as she felt my hand on her cheek. 

"Oppa, I love you." She said, looking straight at me. I looked at her and felt I need to ask her now. "I love you too." I said and kissed her. 

As I broke it off, I texted Leeteuk and they came crashing through the door a minute later. "Handsome-oppa, why are you here?" Becca asks Heechul and he smirks. "Kangin will tell you that." He said as the rest of them grabbed the microphones I had hidden. Becca looks at me and I smile. "Just sit down and listen." I say and walk towards the others. Then the music starts and I kept eye contact with Becca the whole time.

As we sang Marry U, I saw Becca crying and singing along with the words I do. I smiled the whole time, feeling that I might get the answer I want. At the end of the song, when Ryeowook sings, Becca walked up to him, took his mic and sang the words I do while looking straight at me. 

When the music fades out, Becca walks up to me and hugs me hard, mumbling the word I want to hear. "Yes, I do. I want to marry you, Youngwoon. Please allow me to be your wife." She said as she looked up at me and I smiled. I lift her up and she places her arms around my neck and her legs around my waist, hugging me hard. I kissed her hard, feeling that she is kissing me back. 

As we stop, I smile hugely and look at everyone who's smiling at us. "SHE SAID YES!" I yelled and span Becca around, making her laugh and the others cheer. When I put Becca down, she is caught in a huge hug from Heechul and she gladly hug him back. "Congrats Becca. I'm happy for you." He told her and she nods, hugging him hard as tears of happiness is falling from her eyes.

"The best day in my life so far. I'm so happy." She said and I pulled her back in to my embrace. "Me too. Becca, I love you and I will for the rest of my life." I told her and she smile