Onew POV
After I left Beccas apartment, I called Leeteuk-hyung. I needed to tell them and Becca wasn't gonna do it. She'll never confess to anyone what happened to her and why she wanted to do it. As I thought this, Leeteuk picked up. 

"Hello, Onew. What's up? You rarely call me so something must have happened." He said to me. "Well hyung, something has happened but not to me. Are all of you there, including Henry and ZhouMi?" I asked him. 

"Well, it's only ZhouMi missing but he'll be home soon. What's going on? Why do you need to talk to us?" He asked me, a little annoyed. 

"It's about Becca and she won't be telling you this so I will." I said to him. "When can you come?" He asked, with a hint of nervousness in his voice this time. 

"I'll be there in 20 minutes. Don't tell Kangin-hyung that I'm coming and that it is about Becca. For his sake too" I told him. "Okay, we will see you soon then." Leeteuk said and hung up.

As I arrived at their dorm, Leeteuk stood outside waiting for me. "Hyung, you didn't have to wait for me. I have been here before." I told him with a smile. He just looked at me worried. 

"How bad is it?" He asked me and I understood what he meant. "Of what you guys have heard, it's only the top of the iceberg." I told him. "Okay let's go." He said and walked towards their dorm. 

When I got inside, everyone was surprised to see me. "He wants to tell us something." Leeteuk said and continued "Something about Becca." I saw that Kangin tensed up and walked up to me, angry as hell. 

"What happened? Is she hurt? Has anyone done anything to her?" He asked me in a angry voice. "Sit down Kangin. He hasn't even told us yet." Heechul said and pulled him back to the couch. I took a chair and sat down in front of all of them. 

"I know you know about this with Becca and her problems with love and trusting her own feelings. I'm glad that you are the one she fell for Kangin-hyung. She needs someone like you. Especially after everything that she has been through." I told them. Kangin smiled at my words but it was replaced when I finished. 

"What do you mean, after everything she has been through?" Ryeowook asked me. "What you guys know is only like the top of the iceberg. She has had a hard life, even if she is that young." I continue and everyone just stared at me. 

"Hyung, how much do you like her?" I asked Kangin. "I don't like her, I love her with my whole heart. She is the only one that has made me feel like this before." He told me with a straight face. 

"So you won't leave her after you hear what I have to say?" I asked him with a serious voice. 

"Never! Now that I got her, I'll never let her go!" He almost screamed at me saying that. 

"Kangin, stop screaming. Why are you asking him this?" Heechul asked me, sounding a bit annoyed. 

"What I'm about to say, only I and her sister know about this. Not her best friends, not even her parents knows about this." I told them and by the looks on their faces I decided to continue. 

"She tried to commit suicide about a year ago. Around a month after us two started talking." I said with a sad voice. I could feel their anger and sadness arise in the room. 

"She tried to kill herself?" Henry asked, with a sad voice. I only nodded. "Why? What happened in her life that made her want to do that?" Kyuhyun asked, with anger in his voice. The others looked at me, sadness written all over their faces. 

"You know how she said she was always rejected from the guys she liked. There was actually one that said yes. But not for the reasons you think. Becca told me about him and she was al