Oh, and your heart releases, 
You won't fall to pieces
And your breath comes crashing in
Like perfect porcelain\ Marianas Trench - Porcelain

I approached the long-haired boy. My beloved Jeonghan. My everything and the one person that i could not live without.

It was dark outside. Nothing but the stars. How they were gleaming brightly, it was breathtaking. Of course not as breathtaking as my Jeonghan. He was way more beautiful than all the stars that were out tonight. Thoughts of the long-haired angel filled my mind and how moving back to Korea was actually a good idea - if i didn't i would have never meet this angelic boy with long lilac hair ti was so caught up in these thoughts  i hadn't realized i reached the place where Jeonghan told me to meet him.

As i sat down on the curb I heard his sniffs and saw wet stains on Jeonghan's angelic face. My heart broke a little and felt as if I might start crying also even though I don't even know why my angel is crying.

Seeing his red eyes and nose made my heart hurt. I hate seeing him crying, it breaks my heart and I will do anything to make these tears stop.

"Jeonghan, babe. What's wrong?" I leaned, wiping of all of the tears that rolled down his beautiful face, and brushed his hair out of his face to get a better look at him.

"Tell me what's wrong baby." I said soothingly. If someone hurt him... I swear I am going to kill them.

He closed his eyes tightly, and tears started pouring down his face. My heart seemed to break even more as I saw more and more tears rolling down his cheek. I've dealt with him crying before so I knew that the only thing I could do was rub his back and whisper softly in his ear, and wait for him to calm down enough  to tell me what's wrong.

Soon enough, he stopped crying. He snuggled into my jacket to get warmth and placed his head in the crook of my neck and sighed deeply. I knew that something was terribly wrong. The only time he sighed like that was when his Grandma died last year. I impatiently waited for him to speak up. As i knew it would be something bad.

"Joshua." He said nervously. When he didn't say anything else for awhile my mind took over and started think worst case scenarios.

What was he going to tell me? Did he cheat on me? I always knew he has a thing for Seungcheol.

What am i thinking? I doubt he would cheat on me and plus Seungcheol is into Jihoon not Jeonghan and Jeonghan would never do that to me.

 But what if he is  moving away? He can't leave! I would have nothing if he left me. I mean I would have the guys, but it's not the same I love Jeonghan and the guys are just my friends. I started thinking of all the things I could've done wrong. 

 Was he going to break up with me? What if it's true? After 9 months and him to break up with me? No. No that can't be it.

"Yes?" I said pushing all of the thoughts away to find out the reason why he has been crying.

"It's terrible." He looked up at me, and I could see the tears starting to form back into his eyes. "I don't know if i could tell you." 

And he did tell me. And it was terrible like he said.

It felt as if my world stopped. I couldn't think or say a word. All i could do was pull this angelic boy tighter into my arms and cry with him.

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