Chapter Nineteen
ForeverI unconsciously open my eyes to the darkness of the room. The only light that appear is from the moonlight. As I see a blurry face in front of me, I rub my eyes to get a better view. Slowly, I come to realize the person lying beside me.
It's...Donghae
I smile sadly, it must be another lucid dream. I trail my eyes on every inch of his face as I feel my eyes become so heavy. I snuggle closer to him as I close my eyes whilst hearing his heart beat.
♡☆♡
I thought it was just a dream last night, but it is a bright sunny morning now. I know I am fully awake as I can feel the warm sunlight greet my skin. Then, why am I still trap in between his arms?
All I remember is just me calling a man Hae before I pass out, so that man is really Donghae? I'm really confused by now.
I know, I should be full of anger knowing that he is hugging me now after leaving me alone without uttering any reason. I should be hitting him for suddenly appear in my life and lying beside me. I should be muttering curse words at him for sleeping this peacefully after breaking my heart.
But, I did none of those. Instead, I stare at him as I try to memorize his face, his hair that still look so soft. His pointy nose and his strong jaw, it's like he never changed. He is still the same as the last time I saw him.
I miss him, so much. However, there’s one particular thing that catches my eyes. I frown, why there’s a bandage over his head?
All of a sudden, I feel him moves slightly as I quickly close my eyes, pretending to be asleep. I can't face him right now, with him being this close to me I don't know whether I can hold myself if his eyes stares right into mine.
♡☆♡
Donghae opens his eyes just to see Yuri's face inches closer to him. He smiles as he sees her delicate face. Slowly, he pulls up one of his hand wanting to those cheeks.
But, he stops midway. Donghae thinks that he doesn't have the right to do that anymore.
I have hugged her all night like this. I can't take advantage of her any further.
He takes one last glance of Yuri before retarting his hands away. He sits up and tugs the blanket for her.
I guess this is goodbye then. I'm
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