CHAPTER – 30

note : a song

Jessica POV

I always thought when I ever meet him again, I will be fine and able to act normal, but like always, my mind is trick me. But then again I never thought it will be this soon, so just standing still and not say anything is pretty normal, right?

“ Jessica? “ Tiffany voice broke my trance and bring me back to reality. She look at me with worry eyes, I know what she’s thinking and she ready to do anything just to save me from this situation, all I do is give her signal and Taeyeon will gone in seconds. They my best friend after all. “ Jessica, Taeyeon want to talk to you. “ she repeat what Taeyeon been ask the first time he sees me.

My eyes lock with Tiffany for moment before finally nod my head. “ I’m listening. “ I said to her softly. Tiffany give me assuring smile before walk back inside the house with Sunny and Seohyun. “ You’ll be fine. “ she whisper to me before finally left me alone with Taeyeon.

I know I will, this should be end, all I need now is closure. I watch the door close behind me before look back at Taeyeon who still wait patiently in front of me. The first time our eyes lock, he give me gentle smile. “ They’re good people, your friends. “ He said to me and I just smile at his compliment. They really are, I never go this through without them by myself.

 “ What do you want Taeyeon? “ I ask him straight forwardly after none of us talking for while.

“ I want to explain everything. About what happen to me and my family and what happen to us.. “ Taeyeon start and I found myself look down on floor when he mention word ‘family’. I almost forget that he’s married. How I can erase everything and just start all over again.

“ I don’t know Tae, is it.. really matter now? “ I said to him, eyes still looking down.

“ Yes, it is. Its matter to me. “ Taeyeon said in desperate voice. His hand slowly reach mine. I startled when I feel his sturdy hand hold mine gently. The sensation that almost brought me a tears. I start thinking maybe I’m not ready with this conversation yet.

“ T-Taeyeon please.. “ I pull my hand away and hugs myself instead as I step little bit away from him. I miss the pool of tears that threaten to fall on Taeyeon’s eyes but he not continue his action.

I heard Taeyeon sigh before talk again. “ Please just listen to me first.. “ he then start to tell me everything.

“ Yes I’m married, but my marriage is far from happiness. Its been six months since me and my wife stop talking or even live in one roof.. “ Taeyeon stop for moment as he close his eyes before continue, “ She seeing someone else.. “ his sentences finally brought my eyes back to him. Seeing him clenched his jaw and close his eyes when saying that is hurt me. I don’t know why I still able to feel like that to him after what happen, but I guess my f