Chapter – 25

Jessica POV

I drive and drive and drive. I don’t know where to go, all I want do is go far away from here. I’m so stupid. I should see it from start, all the sign is so clear, I just too blind to see. He’s too good to be true.

Every moment I spend with him suddenly rush in my head, it keep replying without me know how to stop it, first time I met him, our first date, our first kiss.. I sobs loudly and curse hard each time I remember every promise he made, why he keep saying those words when he know what would happen in the end? Why Taeyeon? Why??

The tears makes my eyes blurry, so I decide to stop the car at side of road in random place only to cry my eyes out. Its really hurt, my heart.. I just want it stop beating for second so I can forget everything about him. People said love is hurt but its worth it, but I think the people who said that never experience the pain I feel right now.

I once give in to my parents, let them divorce and let me grow up without a father beside me. And now, I have to give in to a kid, so their parents don’t have separated, so he can grow up with father. Life is so unfair.. but when life ever be fair..?

I glance at my phone that keep ringing since I walk away from M magazine, I still not ready to talk to them, whoever is it, so I just ignore it and drive again. I need to be alone for moment, after all what have they done to me, is not something hard to do, right?

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I end up arrived at my own house after all day driving around the city. In the end, home will always be my last resort. I walk tiredly to the front door when I notice someone already wait for me there.

“ Jessi we need to talk. “ Tiffany said to me once I step my feet on terrace, but I ignore her and try to open the door instead. God damn it where’s my key?! I ignore them and focus to find the key inside my bag instead.

I heard Tiffany sigh and ask help from Sunny who now walk closer to me, from corner of my eyes I saw Sunny gently grab my arm to makes sure I’m listening her.

“ Sica, Seohyun get into accident. “ her words finally catch my attention and I quickly turn my head to look to both of them who now I notice, looks so sad and depress.

“ ... what? “ I’m trying to see if they joking because I swear I will kill them if they are cause I really am not in mood right now, but then I saw Tiffany nod at me to confirm what Sunny just said. “ H-how..? “ I ask them again, “ Is she okay? “ a panic suddenly crawl on my stomach.

“ We don’t know. I just got call from hospital in Busan, they said she involve in accident, this evening. “ Tiffany try to explain with her shaky voice, I know she also worry.

“ Did her parents know? “ I ask again as I try to calm myself once again.

This time Sunny answer me, “ They already get the news, but they won’t be able come until tomorrow, they still in German for businness. “

I nod my head an