Chapter 13

My Miracle, My Star, My Only One.

Baekhyun felt like he was going to die. He wanted to thrash and kick to release the pain, but he so, so tired, and he was hurting, and he wanted Yixing by his side, but he knew he was miles and miles away…

 

He could smell Chanyeol’s clothes as he lay in his lap. He remembered all the times they messed around and annoyed everyone else together, remembered how he would ruffle his hair whenever they stood together, remembered Chanyeol holding him all those nights he woke up from nightmares and found tear tracks along his cheeks and his throat sore from crying, how he always stayed up with him when he missed Yixing so much he couldn't sleep.

 

He knew Chanyeol was only half joking all the times at their concerts, when he went down on one knee with a rose between his teeth, and tilted his head upwards at Baekhyun and his eyes were shining with a whole galaxy of stars. He would laugh at the gushing fans, pluck the rose from his mouth, and smack him on the arm.

 

He knew Chanyeol loved him, but his heart already belonged to the boy that was never there. He felt his tears escape and soak into Chanyeol’s pants.

 

I’m sorry, you deserve someone better, I’m so sorry.

 

He felt like a monster was living in his chest, tearing his body apart from inside out, but his cells were so tired from fighting back, and it wasn’t long before he out from the pain and weariness.

 

 

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charlesia
#1
Chapter 30: It is 5:42 in the morning here in America and I am full of tears. I was going to read a few chapters and fall back asleep but no your story got me hook. This was a beautiful heart tugging story. Their love was so much stronger for each other while they was apart that they was willing to sacrifice their own happiness for each other. The way Yixing followed Baekhyun when Baek went out drinking showed that he still care about him even though Baekhyun broke his heart. They was meant to be together...nothing was going to really break them apart, not even death.
My eyes are red and puffy now...I must rest.
Thank you for such a wonderful story.
Yui000
#2
Chapter 30: Omg my emotionss.
Augustine28 #3
Chapter 30: Omg this killed me gosh. Couldn't hold back my tears
zaikenhuo
#4
Chapter 30: This is a beautiful angst, i'm happy for baekxing at least they won't be hurting anymore and spend the eternity together;_;
Ignifusion
#5
Chapter 30: I really love it, I didn't expect that plot twist, but I love it... Aaaish I'm happy and sad at the same time >.< good job here author nim
wanda22 #6
Chapter 30: So beautiful... Thank you.. Thank you... Thank yoouu.. <3 <3 <3
Ignifusion
#7
Chapter 22: Is so sad that I'm crying T.T I don't want anybody to suffer T.T But this is an angst Story so is normal that they suffer, I only hope this ends the best way it could... Good job author nim, i love it, really!
wanda22 #8
Chapter 22: It was sad and beautiful at the same time.. My heart keep clenching everytime i read this.. My baekxing TT.. Good job author-nim... ^^
wanda22 #9
Chapter 18: Our unicorn TT... But wow you update it really fast.. Thankyouuuu <3
Ignifusion
#10
Chapter 17: I love chanbaek but... Xing... No T.T want to see how this ends