You were mine but now you barely acknowledge my existence.

Those arms were supposed to hold me close to you but now they are holding another.

You lips, they taste so sweet, they used to smother me with your sweet kisses. They used to whisper sweet nothings to me but now I see them whispering in another's ear.

Your eyes, so beautiful. They once saw me as your world but now they don't even look my way.

Among your lies, the one I liked most was 'I am nothing without you.'

Do you tell her the same lies?

You used to put my picture as your cell phone wallpaper. 'So each time I look at my phone, I will see you.'

Did you change your wallpaper?

"I love you, always." You said.

How long is 'always' to you?

I hate you.

I love you.

I hate that I can't stop loving you.

The turmoil swirling within me, it's like a hurricane, destroying bits and pieces of me.

At the same junction that you told me, 'be mine, mine only, and I'll be yours.'

There you stood, holding one who is not me within your embrace.

Did you do that knowing that I always go there when I miss you?

Did you want me to suffer?

I do, from the moment we parted.

I'm mad at myself for being there.

It rips my heart into a million pieces, yet I'm unable to look away.

If I threw away my pride and begged, would you take me back?

But I won't.

I've been torn apart so badly that if you say 'no' I will never recover.

Because you were the one who left.

"I love someone else. Forgive me."

Did you think that I will forgive you and give you my blessings?

You were wrong.

I gave you everything I had but forgiveness is not something I can give you.

You don't have the right to smile.

Not when my tears fall with every thought of you.

So don't you dare be happy.

Don't you dare laugh.

You don't deserve it.