Requested by: haseuna

|HAN YEJIN&JUNGKOOK| Jungkook was Yejin’s first love and last but everything changed when he entered the idol life. They barely had time with each other until Jungkook made the way to finally make it up to you. When you thought everything was over and you had to give up on him, think again.

Genre: Romance, Drama, Angst

“Let’s meet, I need to say something important…” he spoke before hanging up the call on me. I gazed down at my phone blankly as I puff out a sigh.

“You jerk!” I yelled then threw my phone abruptly in the corner. Tears started to well up in my eyes as I tried to calm myself down but it wasn’t working. I was already crying my heart out as I looked to the side then saw our picture together. We were so happy back then but how come this happened between the both of us?

“Jungkook…” I murmured his name while in the midst of sobbing.  I didn’t know the reason why I’m crying right now, maybe because of this thoughts and conclusions that kept on disturbing my mind.

I was in a mess. Everything was a mess. I didn’t know who to blame but myself.

My breathing got hard as I wobbled in walking. My vision turned blurry as I walked towards the bathroom. All I could do was to sit on the bathtub filled of water as I close my eyes slowly, reminiscing the times of our memories.

We were dreamers. We dreamt of being a singer in the future but it ended up that he left me first to pursue his dreams alone. He explained it already to me but I wasn’t thinking straight that time. We were arguing about it the night he told me that he got in the audition and was confirmed to be a member of a group in BigHit. I wasn’t ready and he wasn’t as well but when I look into his eyes, all I see was pain. He didn’t want to leave me but he had to.

It’s not like that I don’t support him or something but it was the feeling of missing him. I felt incomplete, it’s like without him, I don’t feel contentment. I don’t feel happy instead I feel loneliness that was killing me day by day without him.

I tried to focus myself on other things like composing but each and every time that I remember his voice and sweet smile, I only tend to shatter and cry a million times over him, wishing that he’d be back once again in my arms.

And he did. He called me after a year that had passed; I didn’t know what to feel if I should be angry or happy about it. He didn’t even called me or texted me about what’s going on with our relationship. I thought it was all over but then I couldn’t let go yet if he did. I’d still hold on because I know he still loves me. I update myself with him every time he posts something in the fan café or maybe in twitter. I even heard his self compose songs that melted my heart.

But I knew those songs weren’t for me. Of course, he’s an idol now and he has a lot of fan girls. I bet he’s even dating someone already and the reason why he called me earlie