To say that I was surprised was an understatement. What are they doing here? Did he ask them to come for me? I asked myself while they talked amongst themselves.

“Do you think she’s scared?”

“She looks scared.”

“She knows who we are right?”

“Of course she does. She doesn’t live under a rock.”

“Whose idea was this again?”

“It’s the best shot we got.”

So it’s another one of Seungris ideas, of course. Staring at his determined face it reminded me of Wendy, would she do something like this if Jiyong was in my position? Yes, she would.

“W-why are you guys doing this?” I asked softly but then I shouldn’t have because they all turned to look at me so suddenly I almost jumped off my seat.

“He’s right she’s cute.” Seunghyun sunbae said.

“We need to talk to you. I think you know about what.” Seungri said while looking at me intently.

“Please talk comfortably.” Youngbae told me.

“If you’re here to talk to me about Jiyong I-I’m going to leave him and I won’t say anything to anyone.”
“What? Why are you going to break up?” Daesung asked.

“Jiyong hyung has been really upset these past few days, that’s why we’re here, we thought you guys fought.” Seungri said.

“No. We didn’t fight.” I told them nervously. “H-he came over and told me he saw Kiko-ssi and it’s okay if he wants to get back with her. I-I won’t make this difficult for him.” I continued trying my best to not get emotional but my nervousness was the only problem here.

“He told you about that?” Daesung asked surprised. “Hyung really changed if he told you about her.”

“But if he told you he met her and completely, like, completely told her things were over between them forever, why did you get mad at him?” Seungri asked with a hint of frustration. I didn’t take him to be serious about anything, but I bet that when it came to Jiyong or the rest of s he’d definitely give his 110% to make them happy.

“Jiyong didn’t mention that.” I replied appalled. I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. I can’t believe I didn’t listen to him or give him a chance to explain.

“You don’t call him oppa?” Seunghyun asked with a smirk.

“I don’t think she should call him oppa yet.” Daesung told him amused.

“Oh yeah, he has that oppa thing.” Youngbae told them laughing.

“Oppa thing?” I asked confused.

“Don’t listen to my hyungs, why did you leave after he told you he saw her?” Seungri asked in a serious tone. He was the one being serious out of the four of them. Seungri.

“H-he didn’t tell me why. I didn't give him a chance to explain everything. I got off his car as soon as he told me he saw her. I didn’t want him to feel like he owed me any explanations. I thought he met her to fix things.”

“No. No. Like I said he met her to cut all ties forever.”

“You have to call him and tell him you misunderstood. We just want him to finally have some happiness and you’re the happiness.” Youngbae said suddenly serious. It made me even more nervous that he was staring at me intensely.

Seungri had another brilliant idea, for me to go over to Jiyong’s apartment and explain to him in person what happened and why I decided to act like a fool and just get out of his car without listening to what he had to say. Here I was standing in front of his door still not able to ring the door bell. I was about to walk away when he suddenly opened the door.

“Joohyun?” He asked shocked.

“H-hi.” I told him softly while turning to look at him. He looked tired; his dark circles looked like bruises. Is this how he gets when he cares for someone and that person hurts him? I really felt bad for misunderstanding the situation now. Staring at him tired and slimmer than last time I saw him, I realized he cares too much for the people he loves; he would never do something to hurt me on purpose. This gave me determination and confidence to do the right thing.

I walked into his apartment without being invited. Maybe I was being too confident.

“I’m sorry for misunderstanding.” I told him quietly. I stood there with my back towards him for a few minutes then I heard the door close. I turned towards him afraid that he walked out but he was just staring at me, with his tired and sad eyes. Next thing I know I launched myself at him and hugged him tightly.

“Why haven’t you answered my calls?” He asked while hugging me back tightly and kissing the top of my head.

“I thought you wanted to break up. I didn’t want to hear it yet. I wasn’t ready, but Seungri and the rest of your group members kidnapped me to talk to me and then they told me what really happened.” I rambled on with my face buried on his chest.

“Wait, they kidnapped you? What?”

“Well, that’s not important right now. What’s important is that they told me what you met her for. I feel like an idiot.”

I explained everything to him in more detail. About the "kidnapping", the talk with s, and we talked about what he really wanted to say that night.

“Please don’t doubt that I really want to be with you. You have something Bae Joohyun. Something that makes me feel at peace, if my heart flutters any faster when I’m with you it’ll probably explode. You make me feel like butterflies live in my stomach every time I see you smile and feel your touch.” He told me while smiling sheepishly.

“I didn’t know you could be so cheesy.” I told him while poking his stomach trying to hide my blush. I know what he meant. I felt the same way every time I saw him. I loved looking into his eyes, I could get lost in them, his beautiful perfect dark eyes.

“I didn’t know you could be so cute.” He told me while taking my hand and kissing it.

“Oppa..” I told him quietly and I saw what the members where talking about and I couldn’t help but laugh. The reaction on his face was priceless but after he heard me laugh he knew I was just teasing him.

“Who told you?”

“So you admit to it?” I asked teasingly but to answer my question he simply kissed me. The kiss was different. Every time he kissed me it was different. He always poured his emotions with it. This time it was passionate with need and hunger, hunger to make me his, but he didn’t push further than the kiss. Not even when our tongues rolled together or when he bit my lip, or when he kissed my neck while he laid on top of me on his couch.

“I told you hyungs.” I heard a certain someone say and I’m sure Jiyong heard him too because we both jumped off the couch at the same time to see a grinning Seungri with his arms crossed in front of his chest and the rest of the members standing in the doorway. They all walked in and made themselves comfortable and I was thankful that they weren’t making me feel like they just saw me making out with their friend.

After a quick call to my members to let them know I was okay. I walked out to the living room where Jiyong was laughing and enjoying his time with s; no, his family. I hope that in the future my members and I are as close as them as well. I liked seeing him like this: laughing, relaxing, and letting loose, being himself. I couldn’t help but stand there and admire him for a few minutes and when I was done I realized there was someone looking at me in approval. While Seungri and Jiyong started to wrestle on the floor Seunghyun walked up to me.

“They’re a bit childish aren’t they?” He asked.

“I like seeing him like this.” I replied with a smile.

“I do too. I missed him. He always spent his time at the studio over-working himself but this just makes us all happy. His parents are going to be very happy too.” He said with a smile.

“Hyung we’re going to get some food do you guys want anything?” Daesung asked while walking towards us.

“Are we going to have a sleep over or what? I want to go home soon.”

“You can’t leave yet hyung, we have to eat and get to know each other.” Daesung told him while pouting a little which made me giggle.

“I’ve known you guys for more than nine years there’s nothing new to learn.” Seunghyun replied pretending to be annoyed.

“I took some really embarrassing pictures of Seungri the other day. I’ll show them to you if you stay.” Daesung told him while raising his eyebrows a couple of times and grinning.

“Send them. I want sushi.” Seunghyun said while walking to sit on the sofa and I couldn’t help but giggle even more.

“You always want sushi.” Daesung whined after him.

Sharing a meal with them and being around them for more than four hours I realized I was glad I was a girl, in a girl group. They share a lot of laughs but also a lot of teasing and making fun of each other, mostly making fun of Seungri. Seungri didn’t mind though he sat there proudly accepting the teasing. Later that night he told me he didn’t mind it because he knew how much his hyungs loved him and I didn’t doubt that for a second.

“I’m sorry you had to spend too much time with them.” Jiyong told me while on our way to my dorm.

“I didn’t mind it one bit. They’re fun.” I told him smiling.

“Maybe next time both our groups could have dinner together.”

“That would be a disaster..” I told him while thinking about Yerim being starstruck and Sooyoung asking them about anything and everything.

“You really think it would be that bad?” He asked laughing to which I nodded while still thinking about how bad that dinner would be.

After we arrived at my dorm we sat in the car talking about our schedules and when we would be able to meet next. I was glad when he leaned in and kissed me because I was zoning in and out of the conversation while staring at his lips and thinking about how good of a kisser he was. The kiss was getting deeper when my phone rang.

“H-hello?” I answered while trying to compose myself.

“Unnie I can see you kissing oppa.” A giggling Sooyoung told me from the other line.

“W-what?” I asked while looking up to the dorm window and there she was covering while giggling on the line. I assume Jiyong heard her because he also started laughing and waved up to the dorm.

“Go to sleep.” I told her while hanging up.

“Why are you upset?” He asked me while caressing my cheek.

“If she can see us from up there what makes us think we’re safe from Dispatch?” I told him pouting.

“You’re right but it’s so hard to resist my beautiful girlfriend.” He said while leaning over to kiss me again.

After closing the door to my dorm I couldn’t help but squeal in happiness. I was glad everyone was sleeping by now so that I could let this perfect night sink in. Laying in bed I replayed the moments we shared and how much I enjoyed his company and again I couldn’t help but sigh and squeal with happiness. I didn’t think I could ever get the chance to feel this way for someone, at least not until I was older. I was taking a huge risk but feeling this way and having him in my life was worth that risk. I felt a little selfish for wanting this and him. I don’t think I could be able to let him go after this but I would try my hardest not to ruin Red Velvet or make a scandal after barely debuting. 

A/N: 

I hope these two chapters were enough to also understand Joohyuns feelings. The next chapters will go back to Jiyong and the end is planned out but exams are draining me and my creativity so I hope I can put my ideas into writing before school kills me *cries*

Thank you for the comments, for all of you subscribing and reading my story, it means a lot <3