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(Yooi's POV)

I can't believe i'm holding a pen and a paper once again, collecting all my thoughts, my worries and my heartache. Once again, I will be writing for that one person who made me who I am now. I can't talk to him directly so maybe, just maybe, this is the way. Writing all my feelings for that person who hurt me and broke all my pieces apart. I always tell myself that I can move on because I'm strong, because i'm superior but No, i was lying. I was always been a liar. Pretending that I can stand on my own, pretending that I can move forward without looking back. The thing is, I can't. I can't look forward without looking at him once more. I can't move on without reminiscing how things were. I can't let go without imagining how things would be if he was still by my side. I , I at forgetting some things that should have been forgotten a long time ago.

I'm getting married and i am now depending my life to a guy who truly love me, to a guy who I know will never break my heart. To the guy that made me whole again.

Dear Seungcheol,

You're an , I just wanted you to know that. You have no idea how you damaged me and hurt me. You didn't care about the people who loved you, you only care for yourself. I'm writing this not because I want you to know how douche of a person you are but because I want you to know that you can't hurt the same person thrice. You don't get what you want! Let me live happily and peacefully with my family. I know your deal, you want me back? not gonna happen. Please, i'm begging you. Just let me live without you. I gave you all my heart bu