Chapter 1

{Yooi's POV}

Dear Diary,
           Seungcheol Oppa asked me on a date. I don't know what to say so I said i'll think about it first. Why am I so nervous? He's my bestfriend, it'll be just a simple dinner. We always share the same food, go to the cafteria together and stuffs, but .. i feel so uneasy. I am so confused. Help me, am I inlove? with my bestfriend? Ugh. No :---(
Love, Yooi.

"Tss. Seriously, Yooi? You wrote this? For him? You're hopeless" My bestfriend Minju said. She just read my diary, my diary which existed 4 years ago. I thought I already threw it away, how did she even found it.
"I was young that time, Minju unnie. Ofcourse I'll write something like that" I said.
"Why did you even loved him, he's a jerk" Here we go again with her non-stop bashing over ... seungcheol.
"Can we stop talking about him? I already moved on anyway" Did I? Have I already moved on?
"I heard that his group will be here in Daegu, you comin'?" She asked. Really? Seungcheol will be here? He didn't told me. I wasn't informed. Rrriigghhttt ~ why would he even inform me.

It's been 3 years since he left. He said he'll go to Seoul to be a singer. He said he'll come back to be with me again. But I guess he's a er at keeping promises. I never heard anything from him, No Hi - No Hello. He didn't even greet me on my birthday. What a pity. I thought he loves me, guess not. He's a liar. He's a jerk. How can he just leave me like that, He just left me hangin'. I gave everything for him, my effort, time and love. But what I freely gave, he just took it all for granted. I wish i wasn't that blind before. I was blinded by his sweet magical words.

If y'all wondering how he and me happened, well it goes like this.

He was my bestfriend, My first crush, My puppy love, My first boyfriend and I thought .. he's my true love. He courted me, He said I'm his everything, I was head over heals for him but that doesn't matter for