I woke up to a throbbing headache also my arms are restrained to the bed as well I wonder what happen last night. I look around I found Tao asleep in a chair next to me, he's inches away from me.

 

I stared at him for a long time and I remember our time together I feel my heart to swell with happiness, lust, love, a little fear. 

 

But then I think of something I heard once but it's was life is just a dream on the way to death. 

 

Basically it's means life is only dream but when we wake from that dream we are dead. But when I'm without Tao I'm chasing the beat of my heart 

 

I believe he is my home maybe my heart. I have been living in blindness maybe denial from what happen over for the past two months that I have been here. 

 

But I did give my light to bring him back to life and I killed myself not to hurt him and when he died my heart died with him.

 

 In battle two years ago I literally dance with the devil also I did it again last month with Denaro. I heard something that pulls me out of my thoughts I look it's Tao he's waking up. He's looks at me with concern.

 

" What's the matter Arete are restraints on too tight ?." He said

 

" Why I'm in them in the first place Tao ?." I ask

 

" You changed into a different person last night and you were too powerful, murderous  ." He said concern

 

" No I didn't ." I said

 

" Yes you did. When you died Leo did a spell to bring you back but he spilt you. In doing so he put the darkness with demonic energy also known your demon in you ." He said sounding disappointed in himself

 

" So every night my demon side takes over because I'm harboring darkness that too much because it mixed with my demonic energy ." I said

 

" Yup ." He said

 

" What did it said my Fallen of me Tao ?." I said

 

" It said Samil ." He said

 

" That's Hebrew for death ." I said in fear

 

" Yes, does that concern you Aris ?." He ask

 

" Yeah because that means the darkness is very ancient I'm talking about when gods and goddesses were around ." I said

 

" If it's before my time then it's ancient ." He said smiling

 

" Tao there's something I gotta tell ya ." I said

 

" Yeah what is it ." He said 

 

Can't tell him I don't got the guts. 

 

   I broke out of the restraints I flew out the window as I flew I found the battle spot I stood for long time stuck in the memory replay I left to the spot where I battled Denaro where Tao died for brief time I see the day so clearly. 

 

I feel my heart ache with pain, fear, sorrow all in one day 

 

I wondered if that was what my mother tried to warn me about.

 

" WHY ME !?!?!?." I scream as my knees buckled to the ground

I heard something in the trees I look around I poke my nose in air I sniff. It's angel.

 

" Arete ." It said

 

I turn so fast I nearly snapped my neck

 

" If you are wise you leave now." I warned him then he comes out 

 

" Possunt mederi ." He said

I look at him

 

" Tao ." I said 

 

" It's time to move on ." He said 

 

I nod as I went towards him and with that we flew home as he rushed to his bedroom. 

 

    It had been too long since I last touched his warm, smooth skin, smelled his scent, and tasted his flesh. Now that I had him here with me, I wanted to take my time and memorize every inch of him. 

 

I wondered if he had any idea what he did to me? What I felt whenever I saw the smallest part of his flesh? Snickering wickedly inside I thought after tonight he would.

 

 I get the most electrifying thrill that runs through me whenever I catch a glimpse of his stomach as his shirt raises; a deep wantonly ache whenever I stare at his manly bulge; and an ungodly desire that fills me when I catch him staring at my chest.

 

 Simply put I love his body.I was imprinting the shape of his eyes, the curve of his cheek, and the steel of his jaw. But yet the rest of the night is giant blur and yet I’m sure that we remembered in the morning and will not regret it. It will be a night we can’t know forget it that night.