As we left the hospital and starting walking I can't help but touch the scar that's on my face but then I get these feelings when I'm around this guy Tao. Once we entered the apartment it smelled like warm milk and honey, what a sweet smell to it. 

" So about the contest you're ready ." He said 

" Wait ! We need judges ." She said 

" Guys ! We're home and so is Arete, we doing a singing contest and we need judges for it come out ." She shouts

" C'mon man ! I was eating ." Someone said as kitchen 

" Lay, you're always eating ." Tao said 

" Sara you're so loud I can barely hear my guitar ." The other guy said as he walked into the living room 

" Kai !." She said 

" So what's up her ? She looking at us as if she doesn't recognize us ." Chen said 

" That because she doesn't ." Sara said 

" What do you mean ?." Chanyeol ask 

" Arete has temporarily amnesia ." Tao said 

" Yeah at she thought it was 2012 ." Sara said

 
" So she has no idea what happened to you know who ." Kai said but then the girl Sara elbowed him 

" Shut up please ." She said smiling

" Okay let's get started ." Tao said 

" You go first ." I said 

" Fine by me ." He said 

" Seek out and open your heart
True pain will usher in tomorrow
The world will embrace our wounds 
Don't be hurt all by yourself 
Those are the words I always wanted to hear 
Show off your futures that are sealed away 
Show off their sparkle 
Wishful heartbeats will wash away the sadness 
What I want to share is the certain warmth of dreams 
Seek out and open your heart
True pain will usher in tomorrow
While the world embrace our wounds 
I will search for meaning, and even of I find nothing at all
I'll never give up ! I'll go ! 
Ignite your life...
Now is everything !." He sang beautifully 

How am I going to compare to that ?. 

" 9.5 ." Sara said 

" 10 ." Lay said 

" 10 ." Kris said 

Yup ! I'm gonna fail this.

 
" Um... Kai ." I said

 
" Yes Arete ." He said 

" May I borrow your guitar ?." I ask 

" Sure, I mean you're excellent guitarist ." He said 

" I am ." I said questioningly 

" Yes ." He said 

He ran over to this room to the guitar when he came, its was beautiful shade of black and when he handed to me it feels good in my hands like its connected to me in strange way. 

But then things got stranger for me I started playing Far from home by Five finger punch. 
" Another day in this carnival of souls
Another night settles in as quickly as it goes
The memories of shadows, ink on the page
And I can't seem to find my way home

And it's almost like
Your heaven's trying everything
Your heaven's trying everything
To keep me out

All the places I've been and things I've seen
A million stories that made up a million shattered dreams
The faces of people I'll never see again
And I can't seem to find my way home

Cause it's almost like
Your heaven's trying everything to break me down
Cause it's almost like
Your heaven's trying everything to keep me out

[Guitar Solo]

Cause it's almost like
Your heaven's trying everything to break me down
Cause it's almost like
Your heaven's trying everything
Your heaven's trying everything to break me down
To break me down
To break me down

Your heaven's trying everything
Your heaven's trying everything to break me down ." I sang hauntingly beautifully which is hard to be forgotten

" 10 ." Sara said

" 10 ." D.O. said 

" 11 ." Xiumin said smiling 

" Hey ! Wait a minute it's only 1-10 in judging there's no 11 ." Tao said 

" And I'm saying this I don't care ." Xiumin said still smiling

" Hello can I now see Leo ." I said 

" Um... Arete he's undercover right now and we don't know when it's going to end ." She tells me 

" Oh but I didn't even get to see him before he left ." I said sadly 

" It's okay if you want you can go to the rooftop with guitar and sing little more ." Kai offered 

" Thanks I'll take you up that offer ." I said 

As I walk outside of the apartment on, the rooftop I sit down on the ground and wondered was I really living my life like this ? And was my hair really that short ? There's so many unanswered questions but I want to remember but I'm scare of those memories for some unknown reason. 

I started playing far from home by Hinder I don't know how I knew that song or lyrics for that matter along with playing with the guitar it came naturally as if I was breathing air. 

"You said I'm always saying sorry for the same old things
I'm sorry for the drugs and how much I drank
You said I say it so much it doesn't mean anything
I'm sorry my love but I had to leave

I hope most of you will never know what it's like to let a love go
Leaving everything at home, everything you've ever known

I can't fix this from a phone, I'm sorry you feel so alone
It's like I told you you're better off without me
I'm sick of saying sorry so far from home

You keep calling and complaining that I just don't care
Would you say that if I was there?
It's that picture you keep hanging that's causing your tears
I could set you straight if you were here

I hope most of you will never know what it's like to let a love go
Leaving everything at home, everything you've ever known

I can't fix this from a phone, I'm sorry you feel so alone
It's like I told you you're better off without me
I'm sick of saying sorry

I don't want to string you along and that's why I'm letting you go
It's like I told you you're better off without me
I'm sick of saying sorry so far from home

And I don't know how many times I tortured you
And I can't count how many fights I fought with you

I don't want to string you along and that's why I'm letting you go
It's like I told you you're better off without me
I'm sick of saying sorry

I can't fix this from a phone, I'm sorry you feel so alone
It's like I told you you're better off without me
I'm sick of saying sorry

I don't want to string you along and that's why I'm letting you go
It's like I told you you're better off without me
I'm sick of saying sorry so far from home ." I sang softly yet hauntingly

I hear someone clapping so I look up and it's that guy Tao. 

" Tao hi do you need something ?." I ask

 
" No ." He said 

" Then why are you here ?." I ask 

" I came to hear ." He said 

" Why ? When I just met you today  ." I said 

" No, we didn't met just today and we met each other on September 12, 2014 ." He said

" We did ?." I said questioningly

 
" Yes we did but we hated each other but one of us starting like each other but ." He stopped 

" But what ." I said

" But that when life became a battle of who we chose to live or die. In this situation one of us chose to save of all us and nearly costed her life not once but twice. But when she didn't wake up from being saved, everyday we were grieving over her especially that one person that loved her the most. He was grieving the most over her, thinking about one day she can leave this life and never seeing her face again was too painful for him to even think about.  So, everyday he'd skipped school to go hospital to look after her until she woke up hoping he can tell her how he feels ." He said 

Wow ! This guy is really romantic.

 
" Wow ! That's really romantic ." I said 

! Why did I say ?. 

He's chuckles 

" What else do you about me ?." I ask 

" Well you have Atychiphobia which is fear of failure. Also there's Athazagoraphobia which is fear of being forgotton or ignored or forgetting. Along with Autophobia where you are afraid of being alone. Then there's Kakorrhaphiophobia is the fear of failure or defeat. As well for Paralipophobia is a fear of neglecting duty or responsibility. And you're really afraid of thunder ." He said 

" Whoa ! That's a lot of phobias ." I said 

" But you suffered from PTSD ." He said 

" Huh ? Really ." I said 

" Yeah there was days that you've not sleep because the nightmares that you had were so bad. When you did slept you wake up screaming for life as if you thought there's no one there that can save you from that person ." He said sullen

" You know something ." I said 

" What ." He said 

" You speak as if you loved me at one point in time but then you forget about me, you went with your life as I did with mine but yet you sit there wondering about me. For what it's worth I do not know why when it's clear that you're rich man to where am I a poor person who has to look for a job due to that I was in coma for whole year. Then when I did woke up they said I have temporarily amnesia and on top of that, no one would tell me where's Leo is at, because I want see to him ." I said 

" I know it's hard but you should get some rest, you're pale than you usually are ." He said 

When I stood up the world became a blur then nothing but darkness came into play for me.