- Friday morning - 

    I awaken as I look to the side of me I see Tao I couldn't help my feelings towards as I remembered a piece of my past, he has as now seen me weak and I didn't want that but I was so tired of being strong all time. 

To the point that I've finally broke down when I finally started to drown in the water instead of swimming to somewhere. These feelings have I felt these feelings but then the darkness calls for me again and I'm scared I might not wake up again to see Tao face even thpugh we weren't on good terms in the beginning but its nice to see familiar face like his.