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 “To fresh starts,” I whispered to myself, not quite ready to let go of the dramatics just yet. Because who doesn’t want to be a little extra when you're running away to an island after a cruel breakup? Bring it on, summer.

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Loving you is a crime

By gojiyeong Published
Characters Choi Minho, Lee Taemin
With 4 chapters, 7 votes, 68 subscribers, 840 views, 10 comments, 28701 words
Status [M], [TW], Members Only, Subscribers Only

The Story of KWANGYA: Our Beginning

By GoddessWinrina Published
Characters aespa, ITZY, TWICE, Girls Generation, NCT, NMIXX, and more
With 43 subscribers, 510 views, 241 words
Status [M], [TW], Members Only, Subscribers Only

Don't hold me back

By renjoy347 Published
Tags  angst   dark   mina   selfharm   alternateuniverse   happyending   mihyun   therapy   nayeon   hurtandcomfort   insecurities   dahyun   suicidalthoughts   suicideattempt   polyamory   twice   minayeon   dayeon   mentionsofsuicide   establishedrelationship   angstwithahappyending   mentionofrape   nongraphicviolence   midayeon   minaxdahyunxnayeon   newfoundfamily 
Characters Kim Dahyun, Myoui Mina & Im Nayeon
With 1 chapters, 5 votes, 259 subscribers, 1450 views, 4561 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only, Subscribers Only

Puzzle Pieces

By Cremoneza Published
Tags  angst   indonesian   psychological   fanfiction   girlxgirl   indonesianfanfics   suicidalthoughts   gxg   redvelvet   wenrene   seulrene   redvelvetwendy   redvelvetirene   redvelvetseulgi   seulreneangst   seulreneau 
Characters Seulgi, Irene, Wendy, Lucas, Karina, Winter, Kazuha, Suho, Han So Hee
With 4 chapters, 1 votes, 64 subscribers, 410 views, 1 comments, 6597 words
Status [M], [TW], Members Only, Subscribers Only

wear one of mine

By AIMRWV Published
Tags  angst   romance   shinee   selfharm   depression   onkey   blood   jinkibum   hurtcomfort   hurtandcomfort   mentalillness   universityau   suicidalthoughts   triggerwarnings   blades 
Characters Lee Jinki, Kim Kibum
With 1 chapters, 8 votes, 58 subscribers, 410 views, 2 comments, 4545 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only, Subscribers Only

Tender Beast

By SonjaBibi Published
Characters Draco Malfoy, OC, Veela, Ekrizdis, Harry potter, Minerva McGonnagal, Dean Tomas
With 26 chapters, 1 subscribers, 220 views, 24602 words
Status [M], [TW], Members Only

Tales Of The Red Planet (Tome 1)

By gojiyeong Published
Characters Choi Minho, Kim Jonghyun, Lee Taemin, Lee Jinki, Kim Kibum
With 27 chapters, 18 votes, 143 subscribers, 3450 views, 235 comments, 71404 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only, Subscribers Only

Lunatic

By JanaMontes Published
Tags  drama   passion   depression   heartbroken   hope   truelove   homophobia   psychology   suicidalthoughts   moonsun   mentalhealthissues 
Characters Moon Byul-yi , Kim. Yongsun
With 16 chapters, 53 votes, 877 subscribers, 8750 views, 106 comments, 22138 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only, Subscribers Only

Torn by a petal edge

By FloresOtraVez Published
Tags  2shin   yeji   yuna   sadending   lia   karina   suicidalthoughts   hurtnocomfort   asphyxiation   chaeryeong   hanahakidisease   ryujin   itzy   hwangshin 
Characters Shin Ryujin, Shin Yuna, Hwang Yeji, Yu Jimin/Karina, Choi Jisu, Lee Chaeryeong
With 5 chapters, 11 votes, 43 subscribers, 1590 views, 13 comments, 47040 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only

Where are we now?

By JanaMontes Published
Tags  death   family   soulmate   depression   homophobia   suicidalthoughts   moonbyul   moonsun   yongsun   lifestruggles 
Characters Kim Yongsun, Moon Byul-yi , Jung Wheein, Ahn Hyejin
With 13 chapters, 20 votes, 524 subscribers, 5600 views, 11 comments, 18455 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only, Subscribers Only

PAPARAZZI

By SonBaeKang Published
Characters Irene Seulgi Wendy
With 1 chapters, 6 votes, 878 subscribers, 6160 views, 17 comments, 337 words
Status [M], Members Only, Subscribers Only

Him.

By eunhana- Published
Characters Taehyung, Haeun (OC)
With 1 chapters, 2357 words
Status [M], Subscribers Only

Innocent Lullaby

By naxxerie Published
Tags  bigbang   seungri   selfharm   depression   suicidalthoughts   triggerwarnings   triggerheavy   selfharmangst   depressionanxiety   selfharmdepictions 
Characters Lee Seungri, Kwon Jiyong, Taeyang Youngbae, Daesung, Seunghyun/TOP
With 4 chapters, 3 votes, 134 subscribers, 740 views, 4 comments, 4373 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only, Subscribers Only, Crowdfunded

About Time

By agsk98 Published
Characters Park Chanyeol, Byun Baekhyun
With 12 chapters, 7 votes, 188 subscribers, 1960 views, 7 comments, 58265 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only, Subscribers Only

Mind Games

By Mirae00 Published
Characters Chanyeol, Baekhyun, Sehun
With 15 chapters, 12 votes, 498 subscribers, 3170 views, 18 comments, 15354 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only, Subscribers Only

The depression palace

By Kaliadeepali Published
With 3 votes, 28 subscribers, 420 views, 5499 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only

i'm broken, come and fix me

By InfiniteWoonique Published
Tags  angst   selfharm   depression   anxiety   mentalillness   suicidalthoughts   mentalhealth   bodyimage   jooheon   monstax   changkyun   imchangkyun   jookyun   leejooheon   bodydysmorphia   bipolardisorder   angstwithahappyending   platonicrelationships 
Characters Changkyun and Jooheon
With 1 chapters, 1 votes, 137 subscribers, 890 views, 1 comments, 3682 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only, Subscribers Only

Behind the stars smile

By ILoveMyself100 Published
Tags  depression   ericnam   suicidalthoughts   mamamoo   moonsun   wheesa 
Characters Mamamoo: Moonbyul/Solar/Wheein/ Hwasa Eric Nam
With 4 chapters, 9 votes, 129 subscribers, 1850 views, 9 comments, 3242 words
Status [M], [TW], Members Only

Wishing For A Purpose

By ann1914 Published
Tags  angst   sliceoflife   selfharm   depression   exo   comfort   chen   jongdae   anxiety   suicidalthoughts 
Characters Kim Jongdae [Chen; EXO], Chae Hanna [OC]
With 6 chapters, 9 votes, 810 views, 16 comments, 12286 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only, Subscribers Only

Annyeong!

By xXxDeViLiNwHiTexXx Published
Tags  angst   oneshot   depression   heavyangst   sekai   realistic   universityau   suicidalthoughts   mentalhealth   exloversau 
Characters Kim Jongin Oh Sehun
With 1 chapters, 4 votes, 107 subscribers, 590 views, 2 comments, 4429 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only, Subscribers Only

Fanfics you need to read

By nightphantom2774 Published
Characters Different ships
With 24 chapters, 20 votes, 744 subscribers, 33500 views, 29 comments, 3853 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only

Sanctuary

By nightphantom2774 Published
Characters Mimo and the rest of twice
With 7 chapters, 8 votes, 318 subscribers, 2180 views, 8 comments, 7082 words
Status [M], [TW], Members Only, Subscribers Only

A Journey Called Life

By nightphantom2774 Published
Tags  girlgroup   kpop   mina   poetry   suicide   depression   girlxgirl   sadromance   angsty   photography   anxiety   darkfic   sadending   journalentries   darkangst   socialanxiety   suicidalthoughts   gxg   suicidalattempt   twice   jeongyeon   jeongmi   saida   jeongyeonxmina   minaxjeongyeon   oneinamillion   jeongmiangst 
Characters jeongmi, jeongyeon x mina and rest of the twice
With 7 chapters, 8 votes, 197 subscribers, 2270 views, 1 comments, 1328 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only

XOXOSOS

By nightphantom2774 Published
Characters SNSD & more
With 17 chapters, 9 votes, 436 subscribers, 4260 views, 12 comments, 6138 words
Status [M], [TW], Members Only, Subscribers Only

Monochrome World: Monochrome Meets Colors

By WhiteBlankey Published
Characters BTS
With 3 chapters, 21 subscribers, 240 views, 3528 words
Status [M], [TW], Members Only, Subscribers Only

All he wanted was love

By ichbinichunddubistdu Published
Tags  selfharm   bts   triggerwarning   suicidalthoughts 
Characters BTS, Jungkook, Jhope, Jimin, Jin, Namjoon, V, Suga
With 1 chapters, 4 subscribers, 60 views, 109 words
Status [M], [TW], Members Only

We All Lie

By blank_expression Published
Tags  angst   romance   exo   slightfluff   baekyeol   chanbaek   suicidalthoughts   minorcharacterdeath   bittersweetending 
Characters Byun Baekhyun, Park Chanyeol, Kim Taeyeon, Kim Minseok, Kim Jongdae, Do Kyungsoo
With 15 chapters, 11 votes, 377 subscribers, 2370 views, 18 comments, 66559 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only, Subscribers Only

You saved me

By CallMeHaneul Published
Characters OhSehun KimJongin
With 1 chapters, 6 votes, 53 subscribers, 780 views, 5 comments, 4062 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only

Euphoria: Stuck In Despair

By BingBingWrites Published
Tags  depression   mihyun   anxiety   suicidalthoughts   mihyo   twice   minayeon   mimo   michaeng   mitzu   jeongmi   misana 
With 4 chapters, 10 votes, 105 subscribers, 2150 views, 6 comments, 1498 words
Status [M], [TW], Members Only

So Close

By MinYun7126 Published
Characters btsjungkook btsyoongi btsnamjoon btssaokjin btsteahyung btshoseok btsjimin
With 1 chapters, 5 subscribers, 660 views, 1 comments, 6941 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only

Monotone

By WheeimplesLion Published
Tags  angst   romance   depression   suicidalthoughts   mamamoo   wheebyul   wheesa 
Characters wheein hwasa solar moonbyul
With 91 subscribers, 730 views, 2 comments, 101 words
Status [M], [TW], Members Only, Subscribers Only

HOTEL MESMERIZE

By gghaera Published
Tags  dark   gdragon   gtae   poetry   seulgi   suicide   taeyeon   jenniekim   taeyong   suicidalthoughts   substanceabuse   seulrene   seulyong   jenlisa   lisamanoban 
Characters g dragon
With 1 votes, 113 subscribers, 1230 views, 114 words
Status [M], [TW], Members Only, Subscribers Only

Not done

By Beauregard13 Published
Tags  angst   depression   suicidalthoughts   suicideattempt   jenlisa   jenlisaau 
Characters Jennie, Lisa
With 11 votes, 101 subscribers, 1560 views, 12 comments, 7010 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only

Ice ❄

By EroTaeKai Published
Tags  dark   leetaemin   taemin   selfharm   depression   exokai   kai   taeminxyou   shineetaemin   ocgirl   jongin   darkromance   taeminxoc   darkfic   kimjongin   kaixoc   taeminandyou   depressed   submission   angstdrama   taeminandoc   darkangst   taeminshinee   jonginxoc   selfhate   jonginandoc   suicidalthoughts   suicideattempt   mutilation   darklove   selfabuse   leetaeminshinee   exojongin   mentalhealth   suicidalattempts   jonginandyou   jonginxyou   suicidemention   suicideangst   jonginxreader   suicidalattempt   exojonginkai   selflove   depressionanxiety   mentionofabuse   mentionsofsuicide   angstwithahappyending   depressionmention   jonginexo 
Characters Ace Lee Taemin, Kai Kim Jongin, OC
With 1 chapters, 3 votes, 83 subscribers, 740 views, 1 comments, 8927 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only, Subscribers Only, Crowdfunded

Flowers that grow from cracked pavements

By ChaNssi17 Published
Tags  angst   arrangedmarriage   depression   leon   vixx   neo   suicidalthoughts   nhyuk   chasang   abo   oppressed   omegasareopressed   theyarenotweaktho 
Characters Cha Hakyeon, Jung Taekwoon, Han Sanghyuk, Lee Hongbin, Lee Jaehwan, Kim Wonshik,
With 1 chapters, 2 votes, 37 subscribers, 440 views, 2 comments, 3694 words
Status [M], [TW], Members Only, Subscribers Only

Less Like Me

By loonachos Published
Tags  action   angst   suicide   violence   zombieapocalypse   yerim   jiwoo   heejin   suicidalthoughts   triggerwarnings   loona   haseul   majorcharacterdeath   kimlip   jinsoul   choerry   lipsoul   yves   chuu   chuuves 
Characters sooyoung, jiwoo, jungeun, jinsoul, heejin, haseul, yerim
With 5 chapters, 26 votes, 487 subscribers, 4870 views, 41 comments, 34901 words
Status [M], [TW], Members Only, Subscribers Only

Let Me Feel As Hurt As You

By _Faith_ Published
Tags  angst   selfharm   writingcontest   friendshipandlove   asylum   yoongi   bts   charaterdeath   psychologicalau   suicidalthoughts   taehyung   namjoon   drunkdriving   slowbuild   slowburn   teagi   mentionsofsuicide   taehyungxyoongi   penicillium 
With 11 chapters, 4 votes, 42 subscribers, 1280 views, 2 comments, 41167 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only, Subscribers Only

The Light Inside the Darkness

By sbyunpark Published
Characters sehun, oc
With 2 chapters, 2 votes, 94 subscribers, 1400 views, 3 comments, 1050 words
Status [M], [TW], Members Only

Built On Trust

By MissUnOriginal Published
Characters Nayeon, Mina, Dahyun, Sana, Jeongyeon, Momo, Chaeyoung, Tzuyu, Jihyo
With 18 chapters, 8 votes, 142 subscribers, 5270 views, 39 comments, 6944 words
Status [M], [TW], Members Only

I’m The One I Should Love (In this World.)

By iloveyohio Published
Tags  abuse   selfharm   depression   bts   parkjimin   wonshik   vixxravi   kimnamjoon   suicidalthoughts   kimtaehyung   jikook   minyoongi   kimseokjin   jeonjungkook   junghoseok   jacksonwang   got7bambam   got7jackson   kunpimookbhuwakul   jikookangst 
Characters Park Jimin Jeon Jungkook Kim Taehyung Min Yoongi Kim SeokJin Hung Hoseok Kim Namjoon
With 4 chapters, 13 subscribers, 490 views, 3 comments, 8465 words
Status [M], [TW], Members Only

Sixteen

By IAmXyler Published
Tags  schoollife   suicidalthoughts   seulrene 
With 1 chapters, 3 votes, 21 subscribers, 280 views, 4 comments, 250 words
Status [M], [TW], Members Only

My Friend Depression

By Byulyi143 Published
Tags  selfharm   depression   selfhate   suicidalthoughts   suicideprevention 
With 1 chapters, 1 votes, 2 subscribers, 260 views, 2455 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only

Then There’s You

By Queen_Yewon_98 Published
Tags  anorexia   depression   bulimia   angstromance   anxiety   selfhate   suicidalthoughts   sinb   gfriend   umji   umb 
Characters Umji, SinB, Yerin, Sowon, Eunha, Yuju
With 12 chapters, 10 votes, 120 subscribers, 4330 views, 24 comments, 14718 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only

D-Day (alternatively known as Star Sailors)

By CmiMiu Published
Tags  angst   fluff   yoonmin   cuteness   bts   soft   suicidalthoughts   suicideattempt   taekook   vkook 
With 3 chapters, 8 votes, 30 subscribers, 840 views, 12 comments, 29330 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only

D-Day (alternatively known as Star Sailors)

By CmiMiu Published
Tags  angst   fluff   cuteness   bap   daejae   jonglo   soft   suicidalthoughts   suicideattempt 
With 3 chapters, 2 votes, 9 subscribers, 600 views, 6 comments, 29327 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only

Desperate Times

By amazxing Published
Tags  angst   somefluff   bts   bangtanboys   suicidalthoughts   taekook   vkook   aubts   suiscideattempt 
Characters Taehyung, Jungkook, Namjoon
With 1 chapters, 8 subscribers, 1170 views, 3 comments, 1768 words
Status [M], [TW], Members Only

Diamond in the Rough

By Mayu-chaaan Published
Characters Choi Seungcheol Scoups Hansol Vernon Chwe Kim Mingyu Jeon Wonwoo Hong Jisoo Joshua Yoon Jeonghan Kwon Soonyoung Hoshi Lee Jihoon Woozi Lee Seokmin Dokyeom Boo Seungkwan Wen Junhui Xu Minghao The8 Lee Chan Dino Choi Sofia Original males characters
With 45 chapters, 12 votes, 121 subscribers, 7870 views, 61 comments, 216926 words
Status [M], [TW], Members Only

(Un)Lucky

By weiezf Published
Characters Sehun, Chanyeol, Jongin, Mark, Jungwoo, Junmyeon
With 15 chapters, 32 votes, 743 subscribers, 8900 views, 95 comments, 28988 words
Status [M], [TW], Members Only, Subscribers Only

Reflection

By Sweety2001 Published
Tags  depression   gay   kpopidols   bts   suicidalthoughts   lgbtcharacters 
With 70 views, 50 words
Status [M]

Demise of the Mind

By jadespar Published
Tags  angst   selfharm   suicidalthoughts   hanbin   ikon 
Characters Kim Hanbin/B.I, iKon
With 1 chapters, 9 subscribers, 210 views, 1 comments, 447 words
Status [M], [TW], Members Only

Lights Out

By hallowxiu Published
Tags  angst   oneshot   depression   drabble   exo   exok   exom   xiumin   minseok   suicidalthoughts   lightsout 
Characters Minseok
With 1 chapters, 9 votes, 52 subscribers, 1190 views, 8 comments, 2783 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only, Subscribers Only, Crowdfunded

Form of Therapy

By MadRabbit1004 Published
Characters Jeonghan / Seungcheol / Joshua / Wonwoo / Jun / Seokmin / Seungkwan / Minghao / Myung ho / Hoshi / Jihoon / Mingyu / Vernon
With 12 chapters, 17 votes, 405 subscribers, 5760 views, 75 comments, 41248 words
Status [M], [TW], Members Only, Subscribers Only, Crowdfunded