" I'm moving to Japan.."

" W-What?"

I couldn't help but cry. The one guy who I though would make everything better was leaving as well.

Kwangmin looked me in the eyes.

" A forbidden love....I'll be back for you."

" How long will you be gone?"

He sighed.. 

I'm guessing that was a long time.

" I'm not coming back."

" But you said -----"

" I'm sorry. I'll be visiting from time to time.. but I can't...be with you..."

We hugged and he was gone.

All I did was stand there.

Tears rolled down my cheeks.

" He-He's gone. I dropped a note."

" Kwangminnn-chuu !~~ Keke <3 Happy One Month !~ I Lovve You > u < ~~~ - Kimmy-chu !~"

I walked home. All I could do was cry. I saw Rose with Youngmin and how happy they were. How I longed for that same joy I couldn't obtain until my heart was healed.

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" Kimm ! Oh Kim ! Let down your.... self!"

" Donghyun Sunbae ! What are you doing at my house in the middle of the night !"

" Go out with me !"

" But my heart still wants Kwangmin.... and I want to be faithful."

" You will fall for me ! Do you even like me a bit?"

I nodded.

" Then go out with me !"

" Okay Okay !~~"

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I walk to school to see I'm pelted with eggs and flour.

" Do more ! If you're going to do it. Do more ! i don't care."

" Such a ! Dating three Boyfriend Band members ! Who's next Hyunseong? Because of you Minwoo is hurt !"

I was on the floor, crying my eyes out.

" Hey !" Donghyun shouted. " Who did this?"

He picked me up. " I'm so very sorry. "

" Everyone. This is my girlfriend. She is part of Boyfriend. If anyone hurts her. Boyfriend will give you an unpleasent surprise."

He kissed my cheek. 

I blushed 

Donghyun is actually really sweet > u < ~~~

"Let's clean you up ."