It's been about a month in school, and it wasn't as bad as I thought.

But all of that changed today.

I never knew it would be like this.

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This past month me and Youngmin have gone on many dates.

I took him to a skylift ride and we got stuck in it.

Possibly the best experiance I ever had in there.

But I backed away when he tried to kiss me... Damn Kim why you gotten be such a scardy cat?

He asked me for a pen.

But I didn't know why.

He just wrote something on the pole of the skyline ride.

I couldn't find what he wrote though,

I wonder what it was...?

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Afterschool,

I saw... Youngmin, his arms in my best friends, leaning in to kiss her, but she backed away before he could.

All I could do was stand there. 

My eyes were teary, I couldn't help but cry.

Donghyun walked up to me and said " What's the matter."

I couldn't speak, so I simply pointed at them.

" YOUNGMIN!"  Donghyun said.

I just stood there wiping my tears and giving him the look of anger .

" Kim ,It's not what you think it is !" Rose said running torwards me.

" I know, I saw the whole thing... yuo rejected it, and I'm grateful for a friend like you. Thank you" 

I hugged her tightly.

" Let's go. " Donghyun said.

He told me it was best if I cried in his arms, that it would make the pain go away.... It did just a little actually...

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Minwoo screamed " Kim" and him and the rest of Boyfriend rushed over.

They all tried to confort me.

I felt blessed knowing I had friends like them.

Minwoo got a hankerchief from his pocket and wiped my eyes.

" Stop crying please, it doesn't suit you."

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Spoiler :D

Just looking at him dance...

His dreamy voice as well...

...H-have I fallen inlove again....?