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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JESSICA JUNG SOOYEON!

JESSICA’S POV

The graduation is already held and I am now celebrating with her family in a small party in their house, closest friends and family is only invited. Yeon’s twin sister hasn’t arrived yet because her flight got delay. I really want to meet her, I don’t know if it’s because of what Tiffany said or I just really want to meet the twin sister of my GF.

Just thinking about the word GF make my mind drifts to Tiffany, since I met her the day before yesterday, she always run on my mind. I can’t help but think her lips on mine.

‘Hey what are thinking?” Yeon said

“Huh?”

“You’re thinking something deep. What is it baby?” She ask worried

“It was nothing Yeon, I’m just tired that’s all.” I give her a fake smile and I know she knows something is wrong with me

“Are you sure? You start to be like that before we fly here. What happen to you exactly when I am waiting for your house?” I ask eagerly

“Nothing happen, why don’t you entertain your visitor and I’ll just be here and rest, okay?”

“No I don’t want to leave you alone since I can see some girls is already checking you out.” She said annoyingly and looks around

“Even they check me out they won’t have me since I’m yours already.” I said but why do I feel something is wrong it what I said, and then Tiffany’s face appear in my mind.

“Are you?” She mumbles but it wasn’t clear

“What you said?” I ask her

“I said that’s why I love you so much Jess, you always makes me feel the only girl in your eyes.” I just smile on what she said, I don’t know what to answer her since I’m on the confuse state now, she’s leaning on me when I saw Tiffany’s face again and it was worse now because I’m seeing her on Yeon’s

“!” I said, Yeon suddenly open her eyes and look at me confusingly

“Jess, are you sure you’re okay? What’s happening to you?” She’s really worried now

“Maybe I just really tired; I’ll go and get some air, okay? Just enjoy your party, I’m really sorry Yeon.” I said and I kiss her forehead

I needed to clear my head so I went to the nearest park in Yeon’s house and just sit on the bench there. Why do I always think of her? Is she really part of my past? I needed to confirm what she said immediately or else I’ll be crazy.

I get my phone and look for Stephanie Hwang Miyoung in the internet. I open a website with her profile, she graduate last week and she’s a daughter of Michael Hwang which I think one of the richest business man like my father. Tiffany is smart and had an impressive record.

She’s the leader of Gorgeous 8, a clique of 8 beautiful girl and all of them are rich. The one she’s with on the airport is Kim Taeyeon her best friend. So they are just best friend. Something inside of me became happy knowing that Taeyeon Kim is just her best friend and I also saw that she already had a GF name Lee Sunny.

Tiff’s a perfect girl, beautiful, y, smart and rich girl. Everyone is for sure want her and will fight just for her attention. I search some of her photo and I don’t why but I save one photo that gets my attention. She so beautiful in that photo and I won’t get tired just looking on it.

I don’t know how long I am busy with my phone just searching everything about her when someone taps on my shoulder. I look back and I saw Yeon and I can see pain in her eyes. Did she see what I’m looking?

“Hey…” She smile but it didn’t reach her eyes

“So you remember everything?” She asks and that confirms that she saw what I am looking on my phone it’s Tiffany’s photo with her school uniform in EWS HS.

“I……”

“Since when?” She ask and I know she’s preventing her voice to crack

“Actually I don’t remember anything but I saw her and she told me everything in my past with her.” I told her

“Oh okay, so you know that we already know each other in the past?”

“Yes, but I still want to think it wasn’t true until I heard from your mouth or my family.” I said and look in front of me

“I’m sorry I didn’t tell you.” She said and her voice breaks

“Did you know that I am who I am since we first met?” I ask her

“No, I didn’t know that you are her when we first saw each other but of course I have my doubts since no one can be that identical. At first I want to know you because you make me remember her and because I’m in love with her since before I just let myself fall for you as Sooyeon.”

“When did you know that I was her, your friend from Seoul?”

“It’s when you introduce me with you family.”

“Did they ask you to cover them?”

“Yes but it’s also my fault because I got scared if you know you’ll leave me and go find her.”

“O-okay.”

“I’m sorry Jess, I love you so much that I became selfish.”

“I understand Yeon but I still want some time to think all of this, I also need to talk to my family.”

“I understand, but I will still hope that what we had is enough for you to choose me over her.” She said and she’s crying already

“Hey, don’t cry, you know I love you, right?” I said, I actually love Yeon but I am confuse of what I feel for Tiffany

“I know but you also love her right?”

“----------------“ I didn’t answer her because I know it will just hurt her more

“You can fly back to NY now so you can talk to them, I will just tell my parents that you needed to go.” She said but her tears is still falling

“I’m sorry Yeon but I will come back, I promise.”

“Don’t promise something you weren’t sure Jess, I got selfish before but this time I won’t. Choose the one who you really love even if it’s her I will understand.” She looks into my eyes after she wipes her tears and tried to smile but failed

“I’ll talk to you soon, okay?” She nods

“Okay, let’s go and get your things on the house so you can go.” She stands up but she stumble so I held her, I’m so jerk to hurt someone like her

I’m supporting her until we came to their house and get my things, her parents are busy so Yeon told me just go and she’ll be the one to tell them. I started to leave but before that I kiss her passionately and mumble I love you.

When I am waiting for a taxi, someone just got off on a car in front of me and when she saw me she had a shock face. I don’t know her so I don’t bother to ask and just ride a taxi when I saw one. I told the driver to go on the airport. I will know what really happen on that day of my accident that leads me