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YURI’S POV

I was now in the class, I take law because my family wants me to be a lawyer like them. I actually didn’t want this path but I can’t do anything about it. Actually I told my family I’ll take Fashion Designer but it I change my mind when I learn that Yoong want to be a lawyer and when I told in my family they are so happy because I will be like them. And now that I want to move on I can’t take my words back on my family because they already expecting it.

So now I end up being her classmate again because we’re both taking law. I didn’t avoiding her but our relationship wasn’t like before because of his confession and also because I’m dating Hyuna she was the one who’s avoiding me, especially when I was with Hyuna, and since Hyuna is waiting for me every day outside my room and accompany me going home or also when our schedule wasn’t conflict she’s accompanying me going to school. Even lunch she’s not letting me be alone, and then I remember when I ask Yoong to eat lunch with us.

FLASHBACK

It was already lunch break, and I already saw Hyuna in the doorway, she didn’t miss to have lunch with me even for just a bit and conflict on her schedule. She was kind and sweet to me even she knows that she’s still not the one in my heart. On our first monthsary she bring me on amusement park and spend our day there, and when she bring me back home Hyuna told me something I can’t forget.

“I love you, and I’ll wait for the day that you’ll say you love me too.”

That sentence didn’t leave my mind. I walk to her when I finish packing my things.

“Hi Yul..” We didn’t have endearment on each other

“Hello, did you wait long?”

“No I wasn’t.” Then I saw Yoong

“Yoong, do you want to eat lunch with us?” She looks at me and the hand of Hyuna that was around my shoulder, after that she look at me and walk away.

“Let’s go.” Hyuna ask

“Okay.”

We went to the cafeteria and I can’t help myself to look around for Yoong, but I can’t see her. Where did she go?

“Hey..” Hyuna

“Huh?”

“I ask what do you want to eat? And I think she didn’t went here so you’ll not see her.”

“Sorry..” I guilty said

“It’s okay and I know, so what do you want to eat?” She smiled at me, I know I’m hurting her but I can’t help it. What should I do?

“You choose, I’ll eat what you eat.” I said and smile back

She order us foods and sit on our usual place, we stay quite the whole time. I know it was my fault but I can’t do anything. But sometimes she asks me if I want something to eat. When we finish she accompany me again going to my room. When I went in the room I saw Yoong on already on her sit. She was sleeping, she’s sitting behind me, I didn’t know if she really did that or it was just a coincidence that she was sitting there.

END OF FLASHBACK

Since then I didn’t ask her again to eat with us, and I didn’t see her in the cafeteria every lunch I don’t know where she’s eating but every time I was going the room she’s already there sleeping or not. Sometimes I think she’s just pretending to sleep because I caught her once staring at the door but lean down on her chair when I came in.

I was now with Hyuna now in the cafeteria, it’s our seven months but we can’t date because we’re both busy since the summer break is coming again.

“What is your plan this summer?” Hyuna

“I don’t know if the gang had some plans.” I said

“Can you spare me time? I’ll need to say something to you before the summer breaks.”

“Of course, you’re my GF. And you’ll come when we had a plan, right?”

“I don’t know, let’s see.”

“Oh.. Did you have a plan already?”

“None.”

“So it was settle you’ll come with us.” I insist

She just smiles at me, I want to start being good GF to her, I’ll make her happy in every way I can. After we eat she walks me back in my room again.

“Bye, I’ll wait for you later.”

“Okay. Bye.” I kiss her on the cheek, I see her wide eyes, she always the one who initiate, and it’s my first time to do it

I went in the room and I saw Yoong again in her sit with a headset, her eyes are close; I went and sit in front of her. We’re alone, and it didn’t take long when I can’t help myself to observe her, she’s still gorgeous but she’s became thin for the past months. Did she didn’t eat that’s why I didn’t see her in the canteen. She’s really stupid. You wouldn’t hear me if I talk to her, right?

“Why are you so thin Yoong? What happen to you? Are you not eating? You’re really are stupid! I know I hurt you that’s why you’re being like that, I’m sorry Yoong. I just can’t hurt her, she loves me so much and she’s been there for me when I’m hurting because of you. *sob*” I can’t bear anymore and I cry

“---------------“ Maybe she really can’t hear me, she’s not even moving

“*sob* I want you to know that *sob* I’ll start being a good *sob* GF to her this summer. I think it’s time for her*sob* to be happy. I’ll try hard to*sob* love her back, *sob* so I hope you can find *sob* someone that will love *sob* you. Thank you for*sob* your love, even it was late I’m happy you love*sob* me back. If only no one will be hurt. How*sob* I wish you can*sob* hear this but I know I don’t have courage to say this with you listening. I love you so much Im Yoona.”