Spoiler

Drabbles

Your cold eyes and words are the spoiler
In your every action, I see our end
I tell myself it’s not true but I feel the spoiler
Should I watch till the end? Or should I leave now?
What if there’s a twist?

What are you thinking? Only after I ask twice, you look at me
Once again, you give me an answer that’s not really an answer
Maybe it’s gonna rain tomorrow
You look out the window again
These days, I see a lot of your side profile
You let out a sigh and I freeze up in the overflowing silence
Thinking bad things that I shouldn’t be thinking
I know
My intuitions are dangerous
If I take one step, I’m the guy who’ll fall in deep
My sensitiveness is really bad
I know why
Your mysterious sighs keep increasing
Your fleeting heart is leaving with each sigh

For some reason
Life got busier than before
Days when we contact each other less, conversations we forcefully have
Words that are written and erased
These are all a foreshadowing
Maybe it’s coincidence but every time I look at the clock, the hands turn against me
It’s like they’re showing me the future
It’s all a cliché
These scenes are so typical, as if I’ve seen them hundreds of times
But why do I feel so anxious?
All the promises we made in the beginning, did we forget because we’re busy?
Or are we already
Too busy forgetting?

Your cold eyes and words are the spoiler
In your every action, I see our end
I tell myself it’s not true but I feel the spoiler
Should I watch till the end? Or should I leave now?
What if there’s a twist?
I can’t let you go.

I can hear it loudly, even words that aren’t said
I tried to pretend otherwise but I already know
This damn feeling that suffocates my breath more and more
Maybe I trapped you inside my useless fantasy
Maybe you tried out a role for me that didn’t really fit
Even when I told you I loved you out of habit, I was always thinking about something else
The lines and facial expressions didn’t match, the subtitles are off

I wanted a movie-like love but is this my punishment?
I ask about your heart but your answer is always open-ended
Yeah, we were always having twists on top of twists
A repetition of suffocating scenes
Worse than the hot hell is this cooled down emotional purgatory
I see the end
I can’t turn off the projector of imagination
When I black out, that’s when I can at least breathe
Just cut me out or kill me out
I don’t care about a happy ending
Don’t let me fade
out

Your cold eyes and words are the spoiler
In your every action, I see our end
I tell myself it’s not true but I feel the spoiler
Should I watch till the end? Or should I leave now?
What if there’s a twist?
I can’t let you go.

Maybe you and I were playing a crazy game of charades
With the ending already decided from the first frame
Maybe you and I were already headed toward the end from the first scene
This is our last parade.

Your cold eyes and words are the spoiler
In your every action, I see our end
I tell myself it’s not true but I feel the spoiler
Should I watch till the end? Or should I leave now?
What if there’s a twist?
I can’t let you go.

I see the end but baby don’t let go
In case I lose even one scene, girl I can’t let go

I can’t let you go

I see the end but baby don’t let go
In case I lose even one scene, girl I can’t let go

The end?

Spoiler - Epik High


"Please, tell me I am wrong. That is not going to be the end like this."

"Why would it be?"

"Tell me honestly; do you love me?"

"Yes, of course, I do."

"Ok then, another one. Do you take me for granted?"

"What do you mean?"

"You are always skippping out dates at the last minute, you always are in that stupid recording studio. Are you that aloof about me and my feelings? I try to talk to you but you only answer once in a while, and when you do it seems to be out of politeness. I know you want to leave, that you want to study abroad and I told you I was going to wait for you. But since that moment, I feel like you're distancing yourself from me. Am I wrong? I told you I love you but you only answer as an automatism! I can't go on like that. I'm sorry I can't keep my promise. Jung Yonghwa, we're over."

That was the last time I saw Seo Joohyun.

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aquaeia
#1
Chapter 19: Yeah, nice song! Had to download the file to add it to my playlist. And i feel you.. Been missing our fave couple so your fluff was timely. Plus I kinda feel that Yonghwa is really proposing to Joohyun with the Marry Me song, and singing in his recent concerts the Banmal song he composed and dedicated for her, which had not been out for quite a long time, until recently. Keeping my fingers-crossed on this..hehe
L_Chan #2
Chapter 11: OMG, a single tear escaped my eye.
L_Chan #3
Chapter 8: Sweet
dianque
#4
Chapter 13: I am crying hard reading a 'a little braver'
Just this morning, yonghwa was really summoned for the army for good. I really cant imagine if the war really happen when yong in the army. I hope for the best
dianque
#5
Chapter 1: I just start reading this. I think i can finish 9 chapters by tonight. Btw, good job authornim, fighting!!!
hwaseo #6
Chapter 14: Please meet again ~~
oktan-past #7
Chapter 11: What???is he dead?
oktan-past #8
Chapter 7: i really love this symphaty jjy song..
Bangers #9
yay.... really happy seeing your update authornim...

like your story as always...
^_^
pinkblueys #10
Chapter 7: Hahahaha.... bittersweet story... it was sad story but why I laugh.. maybe because I miss them so much. And the thought of WHAT IF suddenly hit me ^^ WHAT IF.... WHAT IF.... WHAT IF ....