A Little Braver 2 - Some

Drabbles

Sometimes, I get annoyed without even knowing
But my feelings for you haven’t changed
Maybe I’m the weird one, I thought
As I struggled by myself

While tossing and turning alone in an empty room
The TV plays reruns of yesterday’s drama
As I hold my phone that doesn’t ring until I sleep

These days, it feels like you’re mine, it seems like you’re mine but not
It feels like I’m yours, it seems like I’m yours but not
What are we? I’m confused, don’t be aloof
It feels like we’re lovers, it seems like we’re lovers but not
Whenever you see me, you act so vague to me
These days, I hate hearing that I’m just like a friend

I want to open my eyes to your text every morning
I want to fall asleep with your voice at the end of the day
On the weekends, I want to hug you in front of a lot of people as if I’m showing off

These days, it feels like you’re mine, it seems like you’re mine but not
It feels like I’m yours, it seems like I’m yours but not
These days, I hate hearing that I’m just like a friend

I don’t like you, don’t like you these days
But I only have you, I only have you
Clearly draw the line for me
Don’t pull out but confess your love to me

Pretending that we’re just friends, acting like we’re lovers, don’t do that
The more I think about it, I get more curious about your real feelings
Girl you’re so ambiguous, I can’t do anything or maybe I’m expecting a miracle, lotto
I want a clear sign but I forget all about it when I see your smile

These days, it feels like you’re mine, it seems like you’re mine but not
It feels like I’m yours, it seems like I’m yours but not
Don’t just laugh like you don’t know and stop this now, be real with me
Don’t put me in your heart and look elsewhere
Why don’t you stop acting like you don’t know when you do know?
Don’t give excuses that you’re tired but hurry and tell me, I love you

Some - Soyou (SISTAR) & Junggigo


I guess we could say we had a some. You were affectionate and took really good care of me, and most of all, you really spend a lot of time charming my overprotective unnies so I can go out with you and your friends. We didn’t go out much, and never alone, but whenever we were out your hand never left my body. Either way you had a hand on my shoulder, on my waist or even my hand.

I knew I was in love with you so it was hard on me. At one point, I tried to get over you. I went out with other guys, had a official secret relationship…

I opened, just like you show me how on the show. You said you were proud of me. I was happy just to be by your side as your friend.

***

Everything was fine until you found out. I never knew how. I’ve never asked either. I just received a phone call from you, telling me that you were sorry but you didn't feel the same way. I’d had the choice to continue this pretense or not.

I shut you out of my life. Until that event.

The war came. North Korea declared war to the South and the USA. Men from 18 to 80 were conscripted all over the country and I didn't even get to say goodbye before you left.

I lost you for good, I’ve though.

 

 

 

 

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aquaeia
#1
Chapter 19: Yeah, nice song! Had to download the file to add it to my playlist. And i feel you.. Been missing our fave couple so your fluff was timely. Plus I kinda feel that Yonghwa is really proposing to Joohyun with the Marry Me song, and singing in his recent concerts the Banmal song he composed and dedicated for her, which had not been out for quite a long time, until recently. Keeping my fingers-crossed on this..hehe
L_Chan #2
Chapter 11: OMG, a single tear escaped my eye.
L_Chan #3
Chapter 8: Sweet
dianque
#4
Chapter 13: I am crying hard reading a 'a little braver'
Just this morning, yonghwa was really summoned for the army for good. I really cant imagine if the war really happen when yong in the army. I hope for the best
dianque
#5
Chapter 1: I just start reading this. I think i can finish 9 chapters by tonight. Btw, good job authornim, fighting!!!
hwaseo #6
Chapter 14: Please meet again ~~
oktan-past #7
Chapter 11: What???is he dead?
oktan-past #8
Chapter 7: i really love this symphaty jjy song..
Bangers #9
yay.... really happy seeing your update authornim...

like your story as always...
^_^
pinkblueys #10
Chapter 7: Hahahaha.... bittersweet story... it was sad story but why I laugh.. maybe because I miss them so much. And the thought of WHAT IF suddenly hit me ^^ WHAT IF.... WHAT IF.... WHAT IF ....