Falling Without You 
Falling Without You

A long sigh and a short greeting 
Is all that my ineptness leaves 
I let go of your hand but can’t say it 
Can’t say it Bye

I know that everything you say
Is to make our memories hateful
I have to hate you, I have to let you go
To get past the breakup

My steps Again Again 
Go right back to the start 
Things don’t go the way it’s said
I can’t hate you 

My feelings walk, walk and walk
However much I walk, I end up turning back
My sight is filled with you from that moment
Like that moment, yeah

Falling Without You (Yeah) 
Falling Without You (All alone)
Falling Without You (Oh) 
Falling Without You (Look back)

It doesn’t turn out as said, my feelings, everything
Even if I crazily want to turn back
I can’t let it go, our memories, the times
The memories of crying and laughing at what you said
My feelings can’t leave
We were happy, weren’t we

Feelings of care and determined words
Are all that my pride has left 
I hold your hands but what I couldn’t say
What I couldn’t say, stay

You say to let all the memories go
I know what you mean but
Once again, unchangingly, I see myself
Calling for you

(My steps Oh) My steps Again Again 
Go right back to the start 
Things don’t go the way it’s said
I can’t hate you 
(Girl Make It Right)

My feelings walk, walk and walk
However much I walk, I end up turning back
My sight is filled with you from that moment
Like that moment, yeah

The long nights are too tough for me
I look at my handphone then turn it off, on replay
You that I see on my timeline
Makes me sleepless
Gotta Make It Through The Day Though
I’m dangerous now, it’s meaningless
Everything
Pain is as comforting as I hold back
But everything I do don’t feel the same

I walk on the road we walked while holding hands
The path to return alone is too long
I’m still too young to become a cold-hearted adult
The members tell me to just walk ahead slowly
Which side is more difficult for me
The new life I’m living without you
I meet someone new, fall into a new relationship
If I start something new, will it be agonising

(My feelings Uh) My feelings again again
Is trying to start with you again (Trying to start again)

Already, with quick steps (Quick steps)
You have gotten over the breakup (You have gotten over)
All alone, I laugh and cry, then exhaustedly fall asleep (Exhaustedly fall asleep)
There’s that kind of love (There is)
It’ll be easier than a breakup
That’s what I believe (I believe)

Falling Without You (Please) 
Falling Without You (Can Live Without You)
Falling Without You (Oh) 
Falling Without You (I Will Let You Go)

Shinhwa - Heaven

Joohyun fell on her knees before the grave.

"Don't ressent me too much. I'm sorry, I'm truly sorry."

I did avoid you for some time. I wanted to put some distance between us so I can go back to being your friend. I thought it worked. Until that night.

***

"I love you. I want to be with you. Hyun, would you be my girlfriend? In one word, and for real? Not just for some show or because of the cameras. But because I love you and I really want to be with you. When I told you I didn't like you the same way as you is because I thought that you saw me as a brother. Jinwoon teased me one day and I took them seriously. As for her, I know you don't like her but trust me she is just a close friend."

You were waiting for me as much as I was waiting for you. You loved me.

The letter came 3 months after your enlistment as an active duty soldier. I resented you upon that a lot and I didn't know why. Why were you confessing when you had 5 years to do it? Why now? Because of war? It didn't make sense. I was confused.

I did write you back the following week. I wanted to know where you were and how you’ve been doing. I soon learned that you were a Private First Class after only 2 months. And you were all the way up to be nominated as a Caporal on the next month.

We continued exchanging letter on a weekly basis. Our talk was banal, talking about our respective life. I didn’t want to address our relationship status and neither you did. As we were conversing more and more, the war was longer and longer. From what we though would be a 6-month war, it turned into an 8-month one and then a year passed and I haven’t seen you in person for that long. You were now a Sergeant.

I learned that you would be going nearer the enemy line and from there you would be able to converse as much as you used to. So, I sent you a last letter.

I’ve waited 6 months for news of any kind related to you. The country media was reporting every achievement and every failure of the Korean troupes. The country was at war. I’ve had no news for you directly but I’ve hoped that you had received my last letter.

.

And then, it came back. Unopened with a note: “return to the expeditor”. I screamed and my legs flinched. That night, I cried myself to sleep. I didn’t want to believe it.

The day after, your mom came to confirm what I feared. Your death.

***

A tear rolled out of her eye. She put flowers in front of his grave. And a letter.

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Her lost letter

A/N: Okay, I’ve finaly finished it. I wanted to do a multiple shot for a long time but I’m just bad at keeping the timeline strait. I apologize if it’s a little messy… And I know I updated yesterday (I meant to hide the chapter but I forgot) Anyways, you just read the final story.

And tell me if you want me to continue putting the English lyrics of the song of each chapter. I’m not sure if I’ll continue, but it always a way to introduce a little what the chapter will be about. Anyways, let me know and any constructive comment are welcomed. J

See you all folks, love you :3