A/N: I think I sould change the title for "Yongseo's playlist" because I am mostly inspired by songs xD

This one is no different; it's "Sorry" by Juniel

Lately, you said that you’re leaving me
Maybe, it’s really over
I’ll understand, I’ll understand
Even if my heart aches
My love, if your heart desires

Lately, I’ve just been crying
I try denying it but I guess I’m struggling
Don’t worry, don’t worry
With words I don’t even mean
My love, I’m deceiving myself

Your “sorry” hurts
Don’t say that
I don’t like your “sorry”
Because it feels like the last time
Because I still love you
Because it’s not over for me

Lately, you seemed sad for some reason
So I stayed up all night, worrying about you
Because I’m a fool, who couldn’t catch on
I loved you by myself
My love, without even knowing how to leave

Your “sorry” hurts
Don’t say that
I don’t like your “sorry”
Because it feels like the last time
Because I still love you
Because it’s not over for me

I wish this would be like foam, like a dream
But your heart has grown cold
I know I can’t turn it back
But I can’t, please come back
Can you hear my heart? Can you see my heart?

That one word, your “sorry”
It tears up my heart
Your “sorry” that has turned around
I call out to you but you don’t reply
Your last word to me
Was it just “sorry”?

Why is everything has to be bittersweet? Can someone love without any complication nor drama? In our world, I think it's impossible.

Press. Fans. Duty.

Can we really ignore them all? It's been 5 years and yet our popularity doesn't seems to fade. Just look at the YongSeo fanboard I saw last time in New York...

When you left me, I didn't want to believe it. But at the same time I wasn't sure if it was our mutual consent or only yours. As much as I loved you I didn't do anything to convince you to stay. I put my carreer first since my debut and, at the time, the fact that you left me was a proof that a good professionnal life was better that a sentimental life. Less drama. Less pain. 

But now, since I'm an establish artist for some years I started doubting about my decisions. But is it too late? In movies, they say true love will always be waiting for you; either it's one, ten or a thousand year. In the real life, is it the same? I don't want to ask it to you because I don't want you to answer me "sorry".