I know I'm gonna get a lot of stick for it, but I've gotta say it: Junsu looks delectable with that caramel-coloured, choppy hair. I was keeping my fingers crossed for his performance, but it looks very much as if I needn't have worried. Lots of people showed me pics of the final curtain and he looks happy.

Really hoping I get to see it.

Dinner turned into a row of crazy conversations. It was star power this and star power that… and after a while they noticed that I had my head on the table and wanted to know why.

It's so difficult to explain to anyone who's not worked in the industry that it's not really the stars who have the power. Most people see that Junsu can sell out a concert hall in minutes, that Chunnie appears in a drama and the channel's ratings go up and they think it's our power. They never consider that the real power is with the fans. Look what happened to us when we left SM… we should have been history. Dead, buried, forgotten. Would have been if not for the fans. They're the ones with the power. They're the ones making the choice to support us or forget us.

All we can do is hope that the fans will love us. And be grateful when they do.