Junsu was scheduled to film his TV appearance today… and I couldn't concentrate on anything all day long. The whole time I've been wondering how he felt, what he might be thinking. I'm sure he was doing just fine, but I imagine it was pretty weird, being back in front of a studio audience after six years.

TV shows used to be the bane of our existence. Especially the live ones at ridiculous o'clock in the morning when we were too exhausted to see straight, and totally incapable of remembering our then woefully inadequate Japanese or our managers' instructions to mind our words. I can't recall how many times we fell asleep in the van afterwards, while being yelled at for something we'd said…

Never thought we'd miss appearing on TV shows, but with the amazing fans we have… well, we got by without.

I still hope my sister managed to pass on my message to Junsu before he got to the studio. Just as much as I hope that he enjoyed himself.