At the open ceremony of the Korea Sport for All Festival today. Not performing, just watching. And feeling decidedly out of place. I've only spent five weeks in the training camp. It really shouldn't feel so strange being out and about! But it was. The whole time we were there I was waiting for things to happen and they never did.

Maybe it was being out and about in uniform that made it strange. Not that it was uncomfortable or anything. The weather was on the grumpy side, but it was by no means cold. And I've certainly worn less comfortable costumes over the years.

But that's probably what it was.

In a way, outside of the camp the uniform still feels like costume. Even after almost six weeks of wearing it. And because of that I kept waiting for someone to yell CUT or come up to me to fix my makeup while the rest of the guys were having a ball.

What a strange life I've led… right?