Dear “Oh”, Can I cry? Just for this day? I promised to stay strong for you but just let me cry this once… It’s Friday and your father called. He said he’ll pick me up tomorrow for our Jeju trip. The day that I dreadfully wait has come. Will this be the last time that I will see him? Should I tell him about you? Knowing that you exist, will he stay? Will he learn to love me and be with me? Should I tell him “Oh”?   But would he get mad if ever? Will he think I’m just using you to manipulate him? Is everything really for the best? Will I be okay on my own? Can I really do it?   Help please “Oh”…help me please…help…   Mommy KAY   Tomorrow will be the last…I'll be a stranger to you then... I’ll be on my own… Have you ever think of me…For once did you ever consider me to be part of your future plans…   I was just a convenience after all…