Today is the anniversary that I’ve been waiting for. You texted 4 days ago to check on me and to say sorry that you’re too busy and that you’ll try to get a break in between your commitments to visit me. Today is Saturday and I woke up with severe headache and early signs of morning sickness.  I haven’t told anyone yet about the mess I am in. I really don’t know what to do now with me being this and with your upcoming enlistment. I opened the door in my jammies not caring who’s on the other side good thing it was just…You! Ah the jeans, shades and white t-shirt handsome as always. You’re there just standing waiting ‘til I stop my ogling. You gave me flowers which I accepted openly. You said you are in a hurry and you want to talk and we did. “I’m sorry I was not available to be with you lately…I was considering many things and I was hesitant to let you know of my plans because I don’t want to burden you. I saw you across the street when I was with Nana that day in the Café. I don’t know how to tell you about my enlistment and was asking help from Nana. Nana and his BF broke up lately and she needs someone to talk and I happened to be with her for a shoot that day. I wish to tell you as soon as I knew of my enlistment date but when I saw your face that day, I got scared. But after some considerations I realized that maybe it’s a good thing that we're not yet in too deep with this relationship. With my enlistment I wish to let you go and see what happens after two years. I kn